In less than a minute it will be the beginning of a new year - 2009. The beginning of a new school year filled with laughs, shouts, fun and maybe a few well-concealed tears. That's all i ask of the new year i guess, that the happiness exceed the sad moments. That all i remember when it's year end again, is the happy moments filled with laughter...or just silent contentment.


Next year; 5S2 and SPM. The dreaded SPM. I'm actually terrified, not because of SPM, but what happens after. Exactly. What actually happens after? I still have no clue...what i fear, is the unknown.


I've always thought leaving school and working would be so much better. No need for studying, no need for passing up homework and listening to the boring speeches of the teachers...which student doesn't dream of escaping that torture? It's the freedom we crave. But now in the pre-stepping into society stage, im actually afraid. We actually have to make our own choices now. Choices that would lead us up our own paths for the rest of our lives. From kindy to high school...we didn't need to make any life altering choices. All we know is we go to school because we have to. It's what everyone does. It's what our parents want, there's no way around it. Even after Form 3, all we had to choose was our streams. There was only three choices and ultimately, our parents "helped" in that decision too.


But there are hundreds of courses. Millions of outstanding colleges and universities. And even more jobs to choose from. That's what i don't want to face. So many choices, so many voices...how do you choose the right one? How will you know that 10 years later, you will be living a good life and telling yourself you made the right choice all along?

And actually, you shouldn't judge the book by it's first few pages either. No matter how dull the person might seem to be, there's always something underneath. But we can't always be bothered to be patient and dig it all up...that's just a waste of time =)


Oh, i have done nothing productive in these hols. NOTHING at all. I still have tons of homework and i still need to plan my schedule next year. Technically it's half done...still left BM and ACC. Or bio...which reminds me, HELP! My bio assignment is 0% done...crap.

Walao, dun kua soi this pig eh...it survived 36 days under rubble after an 8.0 magnitude earthquake in Sichuan! That's like...1 months and 5 days. Under RUBBLE, no food no water. Trapped under crushing concrete and wood. Gosh...if it were you or any other human, you couldn't live over 5 days under that condition. Assuming you lived through the impact of all the concrete first.

AMAZING eh? The pig's now in a museum...being worshipped like the god it is. Lol 猪仙！

Today's Christmas. The day for giving and spreading holiday joy. And...not to forget the most important thing...it's my birthday!! =)

Okay, im feeling absurdly jolly right now. Im sure you guys can guess why. I haven't been posting because i don't have anything interesting to blog about. But right now, at 12a.m. and even with the prospect of waking early tomorrow to buy ingredients for my birthday dinner, i still feel crazily elated and compelled to post this completely pointless post on my blog. But hey, it's not called my blog for nothing right? lol



Thanks to everyone who wished me a Merry Christmas and Happy Birthday...Love y'll to bits! Girady the most though...'cos her's was the nicest! Haha. Here's the beautiful list of beautiful people =)





That's all...feeling all warm and fuzzy inside! I suppose i'll update if there are any others. Merry Christmas to everyone ^^

You're barely evil at all.





So here's me!

You're so evil it's scary

Mwah-ha-ha! Cackle, cackle! Some people conduct their evil business in secret, but not you. You're proud of your dark and devious ways. You're so evil that when other people find out about it, they don't even bother to fight back -- they cower in fear. That's convenient for you, because it's easy to convince all those scaredy-cats to do your bidding. Yay for minions! Now you can relax at home, clasping your hands together gleefully, while they do all your dirty work.

The whole process wasn't painful at all. The dentist just put on the silver metal things on each tooth, then put on the steel wire...and used the pretty elastic things to tie the wire to the metal things =]


It was okay larr. Had kueh tiao and meat right after the appointment. But after that my teeth began to ache-.- Can't even eat mee lorr...so my dad cut it into small pieces for me to swallow. Ishh i feel like those old people without teeth!

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- Revenge duh. Make his life chaos *laughs maniacally*

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- Ehh...my dream life? lol

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
- Many many. But i forget. So none. lol

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- Migrate...London! Then then...buy a mega mall~

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- Sure. Someone better run xD!

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Being loved =]

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- Depends-.- I don't "intend" things. They happen with my mood lol

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Nothing. What can i do o.O?

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your bf/gf or an actor/actress?
- Erm. All my friends? Cos they're fun =)

10. Will you invite your Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
- If we're still friends

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
- Overseas. Having a successful career. Make my parents proud =)

12. What's your fear?
- Bleh. Why would i tell you? lol

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- rich. crazy. fun. loves roxy way too much. dates her psp. lmao

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
- Single and rich duuuuuh.

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
- Try to go back to sleep! lol

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- Nope. Just enough

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- Eh. The one i love most? Assuming he loves me too of course...if not. Then the one who loves me la!

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
- Erm. All my close friends. Still depends though

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
- No preference? lol

20. List 6 people to tag

EVERYONE IS TAGGED ALREADY!! Gah

Except for the water thing. Yam-seng la! Yam-seng summore i konk you two evil crazies' head-.- Lol. But nothing can dampen my mood today :P! I am insanely happy. Crazily elated. Hope my luck doesn't fade anytime soon lol. Crossin' fingers for Add Maths!


CNY visit-.- I HATE YOU CHUAAAAA. It's not confirmed yet la! You. Are. Insane. I believe someone wants to change their Chemistry next year to...***day? Lol!


Speaking of tuitions. I am going crazy. Why is my schedule so full huh? It's crazaaayy. Don't wanna go wed for Add Maths! Gosh i will be so tortured. Die die die.

Okay fine. Last day is on Monday. But but...i don't care!! Today is the day of freedom for me haha. Hmm the only paper i regret so far is BM II. Gosh hope i won't get anything below 4B for it. Next time must remember to write faster -.-!

And it's not just because of exams. Well a big part of it is i guess. Next week shall be killer. All Pure Science, Add. maths and Accounts rolled into 5 gruesome days. Not to mention some other scary subjects i shall not mention. Last week was pretty all right, except for BM paper...jeez.

Got in a frenzy to book my schedule next year. Is it book? Derno lmao. I am going CRAZY trying to get my schedule straight. Too many tuitions, too little time. Who's got one of those Time Turner thingamabobs? Gimme!


Today has been soooo weird. Went for Physics finally 'cos i missed it yesterday. Saw 'undesirables'. Lol. Found out Kath was coming when i arrived. Was taught the chapter on Light. Saw many many lights dancing in front of Kath :P!


Okay the weird part. Saw people of my past. Found out stuffs i didn't know about them. Gah no more details. Details never =] Maybe in some other corner.

Last Saturday. Went ta INTI with for the Prefectorial Workshop. Hah! I said workshop...not dinner =p! Something about leadership, teamwork, trust...stuff lol. It was fun! Learned quite a lot. Played even more =]


And and..! I lost my tag lol. My prefect one =\ It's the Raya Hols now, so im wondering if i could replace it before school starts? Doesn't matter i guess. 'Cause exams are right after these hols. Im gonna have to cover up with my jacket for the 2 mornings =] My dad said he had a friend who made tags. Lmao now i don't have to go find the one near St. Mary or wherever it is lol.

Shopping is a cure for anything and everything! I so love the feeling...and the best part is i shopped for a friend, and the money isn't entirely mine lol.

Didn't study at all. I regret. Shall die in less than 2 weeks time.

It's September the 13th! Dentist Day. Going in exactly 30 minutes. Wish me luck guys. Will post if i survive. Lmao.

They say you're supposed to know it when it happens. For some reason...im a believer of that, yet not really believing. Get me? lol. Just had this random moment when there was this bright light. Nah dunno why im blogging about this. lmao

From the least important...went to The Spring last eve. Missed the Cat Competition by mere minutes *pouts* The whole place was crowded. There were lotsa stalls for Mooncake Fest stuffs. I thought CNY, cos every space was covered in red. Bright red lorr...not BLOOD red =p

Met lotsa KHS people. And saw lotsa people eating ice-creams a foot high. Omg a foot! i beh tahan go ask my mom buy me one :D! It melts quite easily so halfway through i covered the whole thing with my mouth, making it seems like a tall hill. Which made it look disconcertingly like a penis. LOL








Okay these aren't much spoilers i guess. But seriously, if i remember anything else im gonna post again. Haha~ Gonna finish it tonight. I wonder about the ending.

First of all, i am seriously bored i tell you. I did nothing productive at all today. Except maybe some Chem corrections. Then i lounged all day in my room zoning out for hours at a time. I even got bored of my own room. Which has no precedence in history ever =(


Then Hitz decided to piss me off. They kept playing weird songs, lotsa malay. Beh tahan la. I dun even care if it's Merdeka Day. Im still entitled to listen to good music lo! I only get to listen to decent music when i finally get on the com. Gah.

She said one weird number called her right. Made me remember the one time this long number messaged me. Saying what promo thing Digi had with Petronas. I was like..."wtfff?! since when Digi got anything to do with Petronas? petrol promo??"


From the number i guessed it was from overseas. Looked a lot like Mami's number mah =p But then the message was half in English and half in Malay. Campur campur... So i was weirded out. Heard lotsa stories about frauds duh.


So, being smart...i ignored it. But then, they kept sending me the same message again and again. I was messaging Kath mar, got pissed. I wasn't sure they would understand KNNCCB so i sent them, "fuck off la. im not stupid lo!"

After that i worried they were gonna trace my whereabouts and off me.

Today kinda sucks. Was raining like hell this morning. Woke up to Kath's message telling me she wasn't going to school. I kinda wish i didn't go too. We just sang a lot. Loudly. Waving flags. Gah!


Merdeka Day. Nothing much to say. Criticized our flag a lot. Lmao.
Im gonna spend my Merdeka morning in tuition. Sad.


Results. Sucks. I failed my Additional Maths. AGAIN. Really sad. I have no yuan with anything mathematical. My pure science subjects are all 6x. GAH. Even my English dropped. Im just happy bout my Accounts and BM :D!

You remind Gossip Girl of Chuck.

"It's not over until I say it's over." -- Chuck Bass

Just like Chuck, you get bored easily. Spending money, partying all night, and hooking up are fun... but even that stuff gets old after a while. You'll do anything to make life more fun, especially if it involves lying, cheating, or something along those lines. Deep down inside, you're not as ruthless as your reputation suggests, but you don't mind if everyone thinks you're evil. It commands a certain respect.

If Gossip Girl blogged about you, she'd say:
Gossip Girl here. Check the weather, Upper East Siders, because our sixth sense says a storm is brewing. Spotted after midnight in an underground lounge: A clone of C. We're keeping our distance until we know what our new friend is up to, but we can't shake the feeling that it'll involve blackmail, seduction, or bribery. After all, a day's not complete unless you've ruined someone's life, right? xoxo, Gossip Girl

I didn't go for the rehearsal on Sunday. Because of my dentist appointment =\! So i was blur lol. Friday we just carried lotsa tables and chair around...and got out tees and card thing of course =)


We get free tees! Lol. It says SARAWAK STATE REMAJA TAEKWONDO POOMSAE CHAMPIONSHIP 2008. That's like so weird. It's English, Malay and Korean all rolled into one sentence. lol




Saturday. Was at the Recording Counter. With two guys from Stampin xD! We were supposed to fill out the score sheets stating the name, age group, gender, category and branch of the participants. Then, i would pass them to the judges.




Five branches all over Sarawak participated in this competition. Metro, Kuching, Miri, Betong, Sibu. That's all i think. Metro had the most participants =) It was a really cool experience. I got to see all the Taegeuks which is so damn cool! There were the teams too...perfectly synchronized. Besides, there was also free cold Milo :DDD!

First things first, im not gonna have pictures in my posts for quite a while. My bro reformatted the com again, so now im back on Microsoft. I'll have to wait before i can install Photoshop and/or Photoscape. Drat him.


She keeps feeding me info on him. Even Wendy thinks he's hot. Me...? I think he's moderately decent. He's weird anyways. Even though that weirdness allows him to get 8 gold medals and 1mil USD...i don't care! He's an abnormally proportioned fish lmao.




But he looks hot HERE! And why is that huh? All the pics i've seen of him in the newspapers...ugh. To avoid being killed by Ling and Pigtail, i've decided to rephrase that. All the pics i've seen of him except this one is...not so hot lmao.

First of all, exams are over. Wheee~! But im impatient to get my results. I've accepted that i might fail my Bio, Gen. Sc, Phys, Add Maths, and History. Wtf those subjects weren't supposed to be on my fail list. -.-







China got like 3x gold medals now. A friend of mine said he stopped watching the Olympics cos he was tired of seeing so many China athletes getting top. And they said Badminton isn't gonna be included as one of the sports in the next Olympics? Wtf...no more medals for us =\

I am so happy i finished it. In like 2 days. Im so gonna reread those 4 books again. After exams of course =) I so totally hate Book Two: Jacob. Bella sounds so selfish there. Which i think she is. And Jacob and Edward stupid. But whatever. Some parts we kinda predictable. Bella's so powerful :D!





Anyways, missed the Olympics cos i was reading. Im not interested anyways. Ling said it was interesting? Hmm. I'll only be interested if i can join. Lmao so impossible.








Whole Sarawak blackout. Even Limbang, Kapit etc.
Poor Kuching Fest people. Airport got lo. My bro drove all the way there. Said it was packed.
Except for the heat, i managed...i didn't really mind the dark or the silence. I loved sitting in the dark in my room.
THEN. i remembered what time of year it is. Like the middle of the 7th month(!!). Ran outta my room to find my mommy. Lol


Two times blackout. 2nd time was around 11pm. My dad was supposed to be asleep.
But he knocked on my door to give me a torch and a candle. Im so grateful.
Without that torch i wouldn't be able to finish Breaking Dawn haha.
I burned my lip balm with the candle. It melted.
It smelled weird lo. No pics...sorries=)
I still tried using it...normal la. Except for the smell.
Smells faintly of charcoal. Kath said that was EVIL =\

Terribly worn out from exams.
I am happy with my exams seat =)
Feeling groggy now. Talking and typing in incomplete sentences.


Using Linux. Which is weird. Everything looks nicer but somehow bigger. Im using Pidgin (icon is a Penguin!!) for my MSN. Don't really like it i guess. But it's for my own good, less chance of getting viruses.


Registered a Multiply Account. For future use. Same functions as Wretch, less complicated and in English. Life Saver. My next stop after this lol.

Name 20 people randomly. At the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do the survey.Don’t read the questions, but name the 20 people first.

1. Wendy
2. Kath
3. Ling
4. Kai
5. Yeong
6. Kenny
7. Aaron
8. Karen
9. Feli
10. Amy
11. Cheryl
12. Vivian
13. Irene jie
14. Wei Lin
15. Hyin
16. Wen Jing
17. Lian
18. Ai Ling
19. Daph
20. Joyce

1. How did you meet number 18? [ Ai Ling ]
Erm... school? i think lol

2. What will you do if you have not met number 17? [ Lian ]
Well...derno.

3. What if number 9 and 20 dated? [ Feli + Joyce ]
Lmao! Kick-ass couple.

4. What if number 5 and 10 dated? [ Yeong + Amy ]
Ehh...wish them good luck in their relationship? lolx

5. Describe number 1. [ Wendy]
Weird, hyper, laughs at the tiniest things, usually blur, very cute...the list goes on =)

6. Do you think number 8 is attractive? [ Karen ]
Yeah =) Very cute haha...

7. Describe number 7. [ Aaron ]
Err...nice. Sometimes too nice. lol

8. Do you know any family members of 12? [ Vivian ]
Nope.

9. What language does number 15 speak? [ Hyin ]
Mandarin, English, pasar malam Malay xD...and Foochow.

10. Who is number 9 hanging out with? [ Feli ]
Karen, Amy, Malvina :D

11. How old is number 16? [ Wen Jing ]
o.O like...16? lolz

12. When was the last time you spoke to number 13? [ Irene jie ]
Erh...should be Monday night during tui =]

13. Who’s number 2 favourite singer/band? [ Kath ]
Lmaooo. Derno her. Jonas brothers?

14. Have you ever dated number 4? [ Kai ]
LMAOO! No. He's taken =p!

15. Would you ever date number 19? [ Daph ]
.... Never.

16. Is number 3 single? [ Ling ]
Yeah. Buy her Spanas :D!

17. What is number 10’s last name? [ Amy ]
Emm...err... okay huh. Amy...WEE! =)

18. Would you ever be in a relationship with number 11? [ Cheryl ]
Friendship =] That's a type of relationship right? lol

19. What is the school of number 13? [ Irene jie ]
Outta school edi. Used to be in INTI. Then some Uni in England =)

20. Where does number 6 stay? [ Kenny ]
How should i know...somewhere near Daph's house haha.

21. What is your favourite thing about number 5? [ Yeong ]
-.- Derno worr.

22. Have you ever seen number 14 naked? [ Wei Lin ]
SIAO. Nope.

I tag:

- Wei Lin -
- Kath -
- Mandy -

Freaking lousy day with lotsa tears. So freaking stressed.

Ling wanted to change classes 'cos she couldn't bear with Accounts anymore. I really hate Accounts too. Sooo...i went to ask whether i could drop it. Impossible, but worth a try.


Freaking shitass. Dragged out our Penggal 1 results, saying our Accounts isn't the worst...that we should drop Add Maths and change to Arts since we failed. Fcuk her la. It's not like we failed our Pure Science subjects. Wasn't even logical, wonder if she even heard what we said.






Derno why but i love Add Maths. Even though i suck at it. Lol.



Bought a freakin' big-ass bread. Lmao just like Ling's. She kena suan till so bad last time...so i ain't gonna bring to school =p!

Exams around the corner. Time is running out. Lmao that song is played on Hitz sometimes =p Went to study at school with Kath and Wendy. I deduce...


~ I am gonna fail my Accounts.
~ I am gonna get lousy grades in Math.
~ I am gonna fail Add Maths, for sure.
~ My Chem is gonna stay a 6C.
~ My Phys will drop.
~ My Bio is gonna drop.


But the good news is.



Okay la, i am trying to study. Accounts i will try not to fail. Phys and History i am hoping mengekalkan. Others...aiya don't hope too much liao lol.







Am addicted to wrapping books nowadays.




Didn't online recently. Inbox flooded.




Yes. Multicolored roses. I think it's pretty =)...to some extent.
Roses are the age-old symbol of love or romance...bla.
That is so boring lorr. I remember discussing this topic before.
I said the most romantic thing is like a fifty dollar note. Lmaoooo.
Okay larr, a love note with a fifty dollar note slipped inside xD


Ling said she wants her 定情信物 to be a SPANA. No idea what the real spelling is. She say it's romantic lmaaooo. So any admirers of Ling, please buy her a spana...she will love you for it. *wink wink*

Life Nowadays


Been such a long time since i've written any personal stuff here. I wanna Wretch =\...but CHINESE! Grr.


Everyone's been sick these couple days, first Kath...then Ling and now Wendy too. Was actually. Now only Kath lol. Girly Kath =) Gloom + Doom.





Poor Aaron. Lmao. That's all i've been saying tonight =p
He is so kelian laaa.
Hope that Mei Huey is in your group, says Wendy. Lol!
But i wanna be in Daph's group ;D





Went Forced into taking part in the Science and Maths quiz thingy.
Am very happy cos i got poor Aaron to pay for my lunch xD
Less pressies for _ _ _ _?
Never mind la, Karen says he's rich lol.


Sucked in Maths. Jotted down some questions to ask Irene jie on Monday.
Yes, i am that pathetic. lol
Science was better lah. Just got probs with the Chemical Equations.
Iodine crystals are so pretty! =)


Some experiments were very swt lah. Like the egg one.
Like, nothing happened eh. So weird.
Anyways got some chemical thingy on my wrist. I think.
Became itchy so i scratched it. Then it became an ugly blotchy red.
The area of itchiness also became larger. Ugh.





Yeah very icky i know. Haha. But my only picture for now. Gonna post Prefect Group Photos sometime soon. Which means when i get the pictures myself =)

Furry Problems






Take a look into the world of Fur Farms in China. The animals are kept under severe conditions...subjected to rough handling and then slaughtered mercilessly. How hardhearted can these people get?


Still remember the days when i used to envy all those elegant-looking women wearing fur coats...and waiting for my chance to wear them. The color, texture of fur...irresistibly tempting. How i used to wish i own one.


But now, how could i? After watching...i won't be able to look at fur the same ever again. And now, if you think you feel sick, how are the animals feeling? Being repeatedly beaten, crushed and stomped then skinned alive.


The skinned raccoon didn't even look like a raccoon anymore. The impossibly skeletal leg of the wolf, bears as a testament to the treatment it received. Imagine, hundreds of those beautiful animals being repeatedly tortured like that...how could they?


Those people shouldn't even be called humans. Cruel and pitiless, how would they like it if it was them in place of the animals? The crazy people fighting for animal rights...don't seem so crazy anymore.

About my horrifying contact lens experience...i guess i'll skip. Don't wanna scare any kiddies out there lol. But thinking back, im pretty scared of my own carelessness. I could've poked my eye out! Almost did =p



One late night after blogging. Went to look for food in the fridge. Found an unknown plastic bag.










Haha! Yea i was kinda bored. Got these from my beloved Irene jie. Her parents are just back from England. I especially love the Truffe! I hate the Milk Choc Turkish Delight. Wtf rose-flavored. Love Marks & Spencer's :D




Went to Boulevard a couple days ago. Changed quite a bit since my last visit there. There was this promotion thingy.




Depends on the slot your ball falls into, you get a prize. My dad threw the ball. The red X indicates the place where were the ball to fall into, the 1st prize would be mine. Sadly, a malay woman got it. Our ball was just inches from it! Boooohoo. Life's never fair.





That was all i got. Pretty sad huh? The Chlorella Cereal is nice though. Try it! =p

Lmao. What la. It's so not true. To further prove this, i give you...

Around 0% of the pages on your website contain cussing.
This is 100% LESS than other websites who took this test.