Feb
17
Today...gerkoToday, was also a Gerko day. I didn't know what i expected..yet it doesn't matter, i wouldn't have got it anyways...
At first, i thought my morn and noon at school was bad.. I saw someone i didn't really wanna see, and for once, didn't expect to see. I admit, besides the valid reason of my inconvenience today, I decided to not stay for another 2 personal reasons most people didn't know :
1) I didn't want to even think what will happen if the person sees me doing Taekwondo.
2) I wanted to let my legs rest for the gathering at the Spring. I really didn't need tired and aching legs while running all over that humongous mall. I'd die really.
Seeing the someone today made me think it was the worst my day could get. But boy, was i wrong. That seemed like a really puny problem compared to what im feeling now. Now, i want to thank Feli here and now for listening to me in my time of need :D
And to Kath, all i wish is that your wounds will heal with time. Even though im not very familiar with your situation, i understand the pain and i wish you would someday find that the past is beyond you. Just remember your friends will always be there to support you [and i hope i am one of them:)]
What i thought was right today was actually wrong; what i thought was right to do was wrong too. The someone disappeared afterwards. And the gathering wasn't all too satisfying. So i think i should've done the opposite of what i did. And i can't help but to wonder...what will tomorrow bring?
