In less than a minute it will be the beginning of a new year - 2009. The beginning of a new school year filled with laughs, shouts, fun and maybe a few well-concealed tears. That's all i ask of the new year i guess, that the happiness exceed the sad moments. That all i remember when it's year end again, is the happy moments filled with laughter...or just silent contentment.


Next year; 5S2 and SPM. The dreaded SPM. I'm actually terrified, not because of SPM, but what happens after. Exactly. What actually happens after? I still have no clue...what i fear, is the unknown.


I've always thought leaving school and working would be so much better. No need for studying, no need for passing up homework and listening to the boring speeches of the teachers...which student doesn't dream of escaping that torture? It's the freedom we crave. But now in the pre-stepping into society stage, im actually afraid. We actually have to make our own choices now. Choices that would lead us up our own paths for the rest of our lives. From kindy to high school...we didn't need to make any life altering choices. All we know is we go to school because we have to. It's what everyone does. It's what our parents want, there's no way around it. Even after Form 3, all we had to choose was our streams. There was only three choices and ultimately, our parents "helped" in that decision too.


But there are hundreds of courses. Millions of outstanding colleges and universities. And even more jobs to choose from. That's what i don't want to face. So many choices, so many voices...how do you choose the right one? How will you know that 10 years later, you will be living a good life and telling yourself you made the right choice all along?

And actually, you shouldn't judge the book by it's first few pages either. No matter how dull the person might seem to be, there's always something underneath. But we can't always be bothered to be patient and dig it all up...that's just a waste of time =)


Oh, i have done nothing productive in these hols. NOTHING at all. I still have tons of homework and i still need to plan my schedule next year. Technically it's half done...still left BM and ACC. Or bio...which reminds me, HELP! My bio assignment is 0% done...crap.

Walao, dun kua soi this pig eh...it survived 36 days under rubble after an 8.0 magnitude earthquake in Sichuan! That's like...1 months and 5 days. Under RUBBLE, no food no water. Trapped under crushing concrete and wood. Gosh...if it were you or any other human, you couldn't live over 5 days under that condition. Assuming you lived through the impact of all the concrete first.

AMAZING eh? The pig's now in a museum...being worshipped like the god it is. Lol 猪仙！

Today's Christmas. The day for giving and spreading holiday joy. And...not to forget the most important thing...it's my birthday!! =)

Okay, im feeling absurdly jolly right now. Im sure you guys can guess why. I haven't been posting because i don't have anything interesting to blog about. But right now, at 12a.m. and even with the prospect of waking early tomorrow to buy ingredients for my birthday dinner, i still feel crazily elated and compelled to post this completely pointless post on my blog. But hey, it's not called my blog for nothing right? lol



Thanks to everyone who wished me a Merry Christmas and Happy Birthday...Love y'll to bits! Girady the most though...'cos her's was the nicest! Haha. Here's the beautiful list of beautiful people =)





That's all...feeling all warm and fuzzy inside! I suppose i'll update if there are any others. Merry Christmas to everyone ^^