My friends and I were supposed to help Puan Ting with the preparations but actually there wasn't much to do. We did most of our part yesterday. We were told to mill around and we did, in the end we actually fell unwittingly into the trap of a giant shark, Miss Lim. Don't laugh, it's not funny. She scary =.=


We were dragged to the ice cream stall and did whatnot while she yelled at us and gave us black glares. Like WHAT TURF LA, you should've gotten people beforehand. It's not our fault. And after 3 or 4 hours of slavering, we got nothing in return. I feel remorse, for not enjoying myself.


There were ducks. And a white pony and i even got nail art lol. And we went around laughing at the Cosplay people who were actually rather cute. I guess today wasn't so bad, at least we had stuff to do.



I wonder what tomorrow will bring. I say i don't care for the outcome, i say it's just for fun. I lie so well that i actually believe myself. One flaw of mine is i know im gonna screw up, yet i never try to make it otherwise. I know im gonna regret it, and i just sit and wait for the supposed inevitable.


I don't know whether there is such a thing. That our destiny is planned out for us, that whatever we do it's not gonna change anything. Sometimes i do, other times it's just a stupid excuse for being such a sloth.




Guess what im looking forward to. Not winning and getting to go to KL for the National Championship. Lol no way, im not that ambitious. Im looking forward to splurging on MNG, flip-flops and all other expensive shit after the competition.


Im not exactly rational now. I hope nobody knows who i am. I hope i will not get speller's block and/or emotional and cry. The teacher told me it's okay to cry. Aaargh. Not helping.