Hidden Wounds ~ Internal Gashes

Oooh!

2010-02-25T20:52:00.004+08:00

oh yeah!

Today's the last day of the Summer Semester for the January Intake students of Swinburne. We've done our assignments, presentations and covered our syllabus. And it's over! woots

I wonder how many know my name? :)

To wrap it up, we'll be having our finals next week. There'll be people i miss =/

2010-01-27T20:25:00.004+08:00

It started like this.

Two simple life forms carried back in a cardboard box.

All they expected was love. To be taken care of. And in return you get the most valuable thing on earth - unconditional love.

I remember feeding them, sometimes even in the middle of the night. I remember giving them baths and how troublesome i thought it was. I remember trying to suppress my worry whenever they wailed and i was trying to sleep. I remember how they scratched me, leaving scars. I remember spanking them, hugging them, regretting over ever neglecting them. Yet in the end, the love in their shining eyes never changed.

And today, they're up to my knee.

TT got hurt today. She's limping now. She still barrels into me. She still smiles like everything's okay. I hugged her. I never wanted to let go.

How could you, stand there and argue?
How could you, only comment on how im getting my clothes dirty?
And how could you, say that it should be death.
Why is there only anger, condemnation?
Where is the worry.
Fuck you.

It's not her fault, for sleeping under the car.
It's not his fault, for bringing them home.
Is it my fault, for not being there?
Then tell me whose fault it is, that my eyes are red-rimmed now?

2010-01-26T22:35:00.004+08:00

La di daaa.

Life is starting to fall in place now. It's finally starting to feel like im going forward, going somewhere. I have people i like enough, i have a reason to be there and it's tranquil. I guess i miss all the insane ridiculous drama of high school but after almost 2 years of craziness, i guess it's time for a break. Don't get me wrong, i still miss you guys. Love you all more than ever.

You don't know whatcha got until it's gone eh?

Complications in life give it it's meaning. It's what makes life interesting, no? But why do i feel like punching, decapitating, burning and generally destroying to the best of my ability the object of my frustrations right now? It's so infuriating!

I see you. I hate you.
Every word, every gesture it drives me mad.
For no reason. Except that you exist.
Behind the screen, it's like the image of you dissolves
And we're fine.

Opposites.
The current bane of my existence.
It's playful one minute, hatred the next, fake politeness after
And we're back to square one.
Who ever thought two polar opposites could exist in one vessel?
One look and it's forgotten.

Those who understand should just keep their mouths shut. Like forever =)

2010-01-15T00:38:00.002+08:00

Somehow, i just don't like this blog of mine.

I really really don't like it. I mean yeah, it's public. It's pretty. I wrote every freakin' word in here. Love the layout and every bit of effort i put in. But looking back, it's all superficial. It doesn't even reflect ME.

I hate it.
It's not me.
Random bunch of stupid stuff not even worth remembering.

I just wanna delete it and move everything else from Multiply. Which means it'll be private from then on. Im not sure if i should do it.

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Look at how happy we were.

SEXY EYES.

2009-12-26T00:26:00.003+08:00

Now that i think about it, almost every Christmas morning since my coming back to Kuching has been spent at the house of my aunt. It was pretty boring as usual, but this year...there was a special 'event' (i suppose that's whatcha call it).

She bought a new camera (like kathleen's but it's off white) and a new bigger Christmas tree. She put dozens of (self-made) red stars with numbers on them. And the guest get to pick one and then you get your gift! Wooo it was pretty cool, i got a MUG! Winnie the Pooh mug!

Geoklyn Chua bought me Secret Recipe cakes ;D
I splurged and bought myself a Bonton tee and a Kate Gel Eyeliner

My so called sexy goth eyes

Lol see! So gothic man...too much eyeliner. But i suppose it's a pass for a newbie like me. I've had lotsa trouble with the flick. I just can't seem to get it right! I suppose i just have to keep practicing for a thinner day-wearable line.

P.S. bottom lid waterline done with kohl eyeliner.
P.P.S. old people party is tomorrow~ got confused =)

In Two Hours...

2009-12-24T21:33:00.002+08:00

Let's see. I've been too bored/lazy/uncaring to even blog lately. I've had inspiration hit me on and off but as my mom tells me time and time again, i am so inconsistent with everything i attempt to do (i can't find the right word actually so inconsistent shall do for now). Frankly, i agree but i don't care, it'll probably be my demise and obstacle to achieve success and all that but you can't miss what you don't have right? (Im being stupid and hard-headed but it's that's my mood and you're reading my blog.)

According to Wikipedia, "Children with much older siblings (generally ten or more years) may also have a similar family environment to only children." and "In Western culture, only children are often subject to a stereotype that equates them with spoiled brats." Those two sentences just about sums up my life.

See how cynical im feeling right now? Yes im feeling irritated and angry and all that jazz so that's why im blogging. That's why i ever blog. To let out my feelings...be it irritation, hurt, anger, happiness, relief etc etc. It's usually a combination of two or more and without the absence of hurt. The stupid mindless emotion i control every day but it still manages to eat at my insides.

The above (quoted stuff?) were supposed to be my status update at FB. But guess what? I've got some compassion left somewhere to not to ruin everybody else's Christmas Eve. That, and im a coward. I don't want my brothers seeing that.

I've had a bad day. Guess what, bad days are always my constant companion during the holidays. No normal relaxing fun-filled holidays for me. Uh uh. And today, is officially the worst ever possible day-before-birthday day. If that makes any sense.

I got in a fight with my mom. We get in fights day in and day out but hell, tomorrow is my birthday. I KNEW it would be the worst birthday ever in my whole (almost) 17 years of life on this demented earth. But great, here i am on a partially working laptop, in my room, at 10pm, having not eaten since 10am and no water left in my water bottle. And here i thought tomorrow's party full of old people would be the worst of my problems.

A whole party full of people i don't care about ( and who aren't even here for me), chattering bout old people stuff, with food i eat every day and rather dislike - whoopee. Enough of my ranting, might rant somemore after the dreaded party.

Guess what i need now.
A bowl of Maggie.
Wish me luck =/

LOL.

2009-12-05T22:47:00.005+08:00

Do you know how long i haven't blogged?

I don't either!
Actually i was like, deciding to abandon my blog for all eternity since i don't think my rants are amusing or entertaining, in the least.
BUT. Mandy (:D!) made me remember it.
Then i remembered how much fun i had just typing random stuff, which seemed i was talking to myself since nobody really reads my blog. lol
Crazy? Let's go all the way =)

Today, the 5th of December....is Wendy Wong's birthday!! Woots. Had a superb surprise party/dinner at Sharing Planet. My stomach is trying to spit out some extras via its cardiac sphincter. I've gone absurd with too much studying lol.

Anyways SPM's almost over!! Woooooohoo. There's just Chemistry left and i haven't studied but i think everything's gonna be fine and dandy. Im just really really upset over Accounts and my Biologyy Paper 3.

Oh wells.
My hope is to achieve my target.
Must not go to NS.
If the above happens, i will give out free cookies.

2009-08-12T17:02:00.004+08:00

NOOOO. This is like, a quick post before i go for tuition ;)

WTF tomorrow is the starting of yet another test. Why is it the more of them you take, the less important they seem to become? I was totally bent on ditching school tomorrow.

ACCOUNTS WTF!

It's too late to cancel tuition! I didn't even plan my schedule...and i totally have no time for Sejarah. STOOOPIGGGG. I am not sane. Dammit

Say goodbye to fb and all that.
Who wants to bet on how long i can stay from touching the computer?

Life is so IRONIC

2009-08-02T23:03:00.010+08:00

Life is ironic. Mine is anyways.

Sometimes good(?)/unexpected things happen so suddenly. Meeting someone new, getting to know someone, not liking some of the people you've wanted to meet or even finding yourself an enemy of a past friend. Things you've wanted to work out, even planned...never come to fruition. And yet fate has the best of plans when you're not even expecting it.

I've had my share of surprises in life. It's a rather unexpected journey. Sometimes i just can't help but to stop and wonder, what is the possibility of that happening to someone again?

We meet new people everyday but it's not an everyday occurrence to get to know someone new. We sometimes fail to remain in contact with our old friends but we never really forget them. Because meeting someone is one thing, meeting someone you actually like is another. Every encounter has it's own story.

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I find myself a lot more emotional and prone to blog sentimental thoughts at night. Preferably around 11-2. Anyone know why? :(

Voice Out

2009-07-12T22:27:00.007+08:00

As im sure everyone in Malaysia knows, we're going back a few kazillion decades by reverting our Science and Maths subjects back into Malay. Dumb, dumb and dumber...it's not really a surprise. Ever since this issue was brought up, i was quite sure they would change it back to Malay.

Why? You just gotta look at who's the ruling party in Malaysia. See which race has the most population due to them being able to reproduce at an alarming rate faster than an opossum. [Random fact: Opossums can give birth to 8-9 babies per litter. 1-3 litters per year.] Scared yet? lol. And if you haven't noticed, not many are pro in English (Unlike us, wahaha =X)

Cute-ish

That's besides the point lah. Just telling you guys, must support English! Im not even trying to give you guys a choice. Just go to Dr. M's blog and vote 'No' for the poll, kay? He was the one who changed Science and Maths to English. I hope he can make it so forever. (Omgosh he TWEETS?!)

CLICK HERE TO VOTE!

On a totally unrelated note, is MJC short for Michael Jackson City? If so, destroy it!

Must every story be about him? I don't even know him la. Granted, good music and nice moves. But besides that? Who knows if he is a good or bad person inside. Sian si can.

Feeling rather hot-headed today. And stubborn. Got blood red brace thingies yesterday. Kinda sick. Rather irritated at someone. Very irrational. Chiong kin Additional Mathematics Project. Printer is disagreeing.

You know im half asleep when i type in incomplete sentences. Ciao~

Feelings

2009-06-20T21:19:00.004+08:00

Today's Back To School Day for all Kuching High students,
young or old and sometimes even occasional outsiders lol.

My friends and I were supposed to help Puan Ting with the preparations but actually there wasn't much to do. We did most of our part yesterday. We were told to mill around and we did, in the end we actually fell unwittingly into the trap of a giant shark, Miss Lim. Don't laugh, it's not funny. She scary =.=

We were dragged to the ice cream stall and did whatnot while she yelled at us and gave us black glares. Like WHAT TURF LA, you should've gotten people beforehand. It's not our fault. And after 3 or 4 hours of slavering, we got nothing in return. I feel remorse, for not enjoying myself.

There were ducks. And a white pony and i even got nail art lol. And we went around laughing at the Cosplay people who were actually rather cute. I guess today wasn't so bad, at least we had stuff to do.

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I wonder what tomorrow will bring. I say i don't care for the outcome, i say it's just for fun. I lie so well that i actually believe myself. One flaw of mine is i know im gonna screw up, yet i never try to make it otherwise. I know im gonna regret it, and i just sit and wait for the supposed inevitable.

I don't know whether there is such a thing. That our destiny is planned out for us, that whatever we do it's not gonna change anything. Sometimes i do, other times it's just a stupid excuse for being such a sloth.

It doesn't matter anymore. It's tomorrow.
Im shaking and quaking in my boots right now.
I just hope Lady Luck doesn't abandon me.

Guess what im looking forward to. Not winning and getting to go to KL for the National Championship. Lol no way, im not that ambitious. Im looking forward to splurging on MNG, flip-flops and all other expensive shit after the competition.

Im not exactly rational now. I hope nobody knows who i am. I hope i will not get speller's block and/or emotional and cry. The teacher told me it's okay to cry. Aaargh. Not helping.

Wish me luck.

Yesterdays, Todays

2009-05-23T21:13:00.005+08:00

Blatherings.

Watching doves flying in the sky,
I saw our past go by.
Remember where our footsteps once laid?
Remember the day we passed this way?
Feeling the wind against my face,
I reminisce our yesterdays.
Pieces and fragment float away,
Yet your memory remains till this day.

Walala...complete randomness. It's an inspired piece of writing, kay~ So definitely not bout me.

2009-05-03T00:09:00.003+08:00

What the HELL is friendship?
What the hell does it mean now?
Friends? Psh. Who really cares anymore?

If you don't agree with me at all times, you're not my friend.
If you don't follow my command, you're not my friend.
If you're not like me, you're definitely not my friend.

So that's it? That shows what a great friend you are. Look up the word friend. There's no anger, there shouldn't be any hurt and there definitely should be tons of love present.

Some friends, talk behind your back.
Some friends, are just using you for their own benefit.
Some friends, don't even care.
They don't know you; they don't deserve to be your friends.
Think back: What have they done?
You forgive? They repeat.

Forgiveness has its limits. You know when you've crossed the line. If you're not my friend, wipe that fake smile off your face and move aside please; i don't have time for you. If you don't care enough, don't talk to my face; i don't want you. Forget all the times we've laughed together, forget everything i've said to you and im sure you've forgotten everything i've done for you. You know what? I've forgotten what you look like too.

Im not talking of anyone is particular, nor talking to anyone in particular.
This is a post inspired by Kai's. I know, it's so different.
Forgiveness and Anger don't have much difference.

Birthdays & Presents

2009-04-30T22:07:00.002+08:00

Today, the 30th of April, is my Daddy's Birthday!!

Enough said.

Shopping for a Shopaholic

2009-04-05T20:21:00.007+08:00

Lalala.
Im a shopaholic.
But before that, let me rewind to 5a.m. this morning.

I was dragged up at precisely 5 in the morning out of my absurdly comfortable bed. For what? To go to the cemetery lah. I won't go into the gruesome details and i don't have any pictures. Who would take pictures at the cemetery?! Siao meh.

After that, lunch and a nap, we went SHOPPING. Went to Boulevard and of course, there was a full-blown sale going on. Bought a sexy green tee and a green cucumber facial wash from Elianto. The salesgirl was pretty sweet and helpful. But of course, being the lazy ass that i am, i didn't even bother to take some pictures.

But, im nice so i googled it. LOL. Okay, the salesgirl claims it's good for blackheads and it does whitening too. Don't they all?

Anyways she told me, YOU HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH YOUR SKIN LEH.
My parents said, YOU WILL SPOIL YOUR SKIN.
And i said to myself, YOU PROBABLY'LL ONLY USE IT TWICE A YEAR.

Still, i bought it. My mom refused point-blank to buy it for me. So wth, i bought it myself lah. See what i meant bout being a shopaholic? I have a Compulsive Shopping Disorder.

But but, i didn't buy a 8GB pendrive though.
Today is the last day that PC Fair stays in Kuching.
I wanted to buy but then i realised i'd probably be broke if i bought it.
And conveniently i realised i don't really need it.
So, maybe there still hope of cure for me after all!

~~Nah.~~

Pasts and Presents

2009-04-03T22:49:00.012+08:00

It seems like a chore to blog lately but im gonna do it anyways.
There tons of overdue pictures ranging from last month to last week.
My hundredth post :D

Starting from the most overdue. And it's about FOOD. Yay!

As you can see, it's a super big bun. There's like aluminum foil inside and you have a choice of either beef soup or satay sauce. This one is satay. Satay is awesome! You just tear of a piece of the bread and dip it in the sauce. It's from Clover. Total perfection.

Next up, lotsa losta lotsa camwhore photos. lol

Blurrish but nice. Wendy's still holding a pen and paper lol!

Me like this one =)

Loves!

Tada. Me. With a sorta crooked smile~

First 3 group pictures were taken by Dadi. Beh bai lorr...people really got the skill to squeeze everyone in and not to mention being able to make everyone look pretty decent. Especially the less photogenic ones. Wahlala~ means me duh. Last one was taken by Kath i think. Were camwhoring while everyone else were copying something on the OHP. Such passionate students we are.

And these, are what i bought last week.

New shoes.

❤the pink

Bookworm.

Milk!

Lmao, i am aware the last picture is stupidly random and has no particular meaning at all. But i really got buy milk bah! And the platinum pearl shade of Elianto nail polish from the Spring branch which i didn't bother to take a picture of.

Finally got new sport shoes. And the pink is just a shade brighter than baby pink, me loves till death!! And a new book too. It's really really awesome. It's about faeries and curses and romance? It's nice though.

So there. Finished my supply of pictures. Went for the Spelling Bee competition with Geok Ling, Kathleen, Vivian etc etc. I got 2nd wtf, ftw. Manoevre your ass Miss Law, whatever you and Oxford say, it's still maneuver.

And i went to the dentist.
And i shall wake up at 5 in the morning tomorrow
...to go to the cemetery.

ZOMG

2009-03-31T22:44:00.001+08:00

WHAT THE--

Did anyone read XiaXue?
wtf la her. She got TWO Beedle the Bards!!
Omg wtfffff!! I want the 100 BUCKS one!
It even has illustrations. wtff

yupps. end of post.
lmao

There's nothing like the Present

2009-03-27T23:20:00.006+08:00

I've decided to blog every week.
(If possible.)

Today was kinda crazy. Everyone was relaxed and having a mild head in the clouds feeling. Wendy brought Nail Polish Remover for the guys whose nails were painted the day before (and the day before that too)...serve them right for sleeping! lol. I think the only willing victim was TK...and im sure he secretly harbours a desire to wear pink nail polish.

That's why he did it.

Vivian didn't go to school. So Kim Chern was restless and somehow wormed his way in between Kath and Wendy. And then he was stealing Kath's biscuits and getting scolded which i thought was extremely funny, skinny people fighting over food. Skinny non-poverty-stricken people fighting over biscuits. So l-o-l

We camwhored, took random pictures of random things, recorded funny videos etc...and even played with those paper claw things. I don't even know who made them. Im sure it was the guys but suddenly only us three had them...lol we're skilled at stealing things undiscovered.

I hate my results.
I don't wanna even mention them.
The free movie ticket passes are useless.
I've never used one, ever.
(Pics next time...they're in kath's super pink camera lol)

He's Just NOT That Into You

2009-03-21T22:30:00.008+08:00

Exactly. That book rocks. I want one. But 30 bucks? For a book i've read (actually reading, but will have read by the time im gonna buy it)? Is it really that good? Maybe =p

It's rad really. For girls la. Greg and Liz tell all you awesome girls out there to keep your head and stop making all those stupid excuses (cough, desperate lies, cough) for the wrongs that are made by the guys you like.

One thing i've learned so far (i just finished the 6th chapter) is that guys, still follow the rules of dating that were made and have been used since the stone age. Except now we have cellphones! (Sarcasm..?)

Okay la, the whole point of the book is to open your eyes and believe in what you see. If he doesn't call you, if he doesn't make your relationship clear, if he makes excuses..if you find that you're making excuses for him: end it lah. Sure, easier said than done but just remember: if he's really into you, he'll make an effort.

But the thing i enjoy is getting surpirsed by Greg. There's lots of letters from girls out there and some of the excuses seem pretty logical. But Greg is damn mean...okay la, just the harsh-no-excuses type. Nikki sucks. lol

Anyways it's a nice read. You can take it seriously; you can just laugh it off as a joke but you just can't deny it's good for light reading (i think?). I enjoy it la...cos somethings are just so obvious, but ironically that's the thing you just can't (or won't?) see.

There's gonna be a movie too!

On a another note, I HATE MAO. Okay the best author ever is Garth Nix. I swear he rocks. I love Sabriel. Im halfway through (and blur over) Lirael and i want Abhorsen! Wtfff. I wish i could buy the 7 book series written by him as well. The Keys to the Kingdom series. But it's like seven books which will cost bout rm160? I don't think i can fool my dad into buying 7 books costing that much in one go. Yes, the only way for me is one go...im just greedy like that.

Mister Monday
Grim Tuesday
Drowned Wednesday
Sir Thursday
Lady Friday
Superior Saturday
Coming Soon Sunday

The title hasn't been decided (or merely not yet released) for the last book. I saw a copy of Superior Saturday just now at MPH. Itchy hands! But i like complete sets...one random book sticking out sucks. Who has the complete set? *winks* lol

Oh yeah.
Special thanks to Geok...
for lending me He's Just Not That Into You. =)

2009-03-19T12:46:00.002+08:00

lol, i spent my whole Add Maths session last night drafting a post.
Because i suddenly felt like blogging and not listening.
I even went far enough to draw something random.
But now, i derno...just dun feel like it anymore.
It's in my Add Maths exercise book! ;D

Im blogging now 'cos i found something blog-able. I know, im still crazy over Twilight? Probably. But now my favorite author would be Garth Nix.

You're the Twilight Series, one of the nominees for Favorite Book. You're passionate, romantic, and mysterious. You've got Edward's intensity and Bella's curiosity, and when people get to know you, they sometimes get a bit obsessed. You're very emotional, but surprisingly strong. You'd do anything for the people (or vamps) that you love... but is it enough to win you a KCA blimp?

lol...people are like, people. But im a series? Jeez, and i didn't know books could be passionate and all that....it's pretty cool eh? Anyways i want a blimp! lol

Rearranged my playlist. Was bored with the last order it was in. I just controlled A and threw everything in. But i wonder...how come it wasn't in alphabetical order? Anyways it makes no difference...all the songs are the ones i downloaded myself and love to death though in different magnitudes.

I know.
Rambling.
Doesn't matter.
SO BORED

2009-03-01T22:08:00.003+08:00

lol.
It has been a while, hasn't it?
Gosh i've moved on from this blog.
I feel no love towards it anymore.
It just doesn't seem like a part of me anymore.
Sometimes, it just feels like it's someone else's.

So, for the time being...i suppose i'll let it rot. Which i am doing actually. Lots of things have happened, yet i don't feel inclined to post them in this blog and share those beautiful memories. Sometimes i wonder, what is wrong with me?

Actually lots of things gave changed.
I have changed.
And in turn, this blog has changed.

Exams in less than a week.
I bought a new watch. OL type
My bro had an operation sometime ago.
I love bright colors and purple.
Pink is so not me anymore.
I love to watch anime.
I still think im weird =)

2009-02-14T22:19:00.004+08:00

LOL.
Wendy Wong got flowers.
Vivian Kon got flowers and bears.
Kathleen Hong became a postwoman.
I ate chocs from my Mao Daddy (o.O)

I went Boulevard. I bought...
* belt
* Dragonology book (for sehkias)

I went the Spring.
Ate ice-cream.
But the best part is...i flipped someone off.
Like seriously L-O-L.
At the basement carpark.
Imagine the pissed face she gave me.
Kinda made my day.
I know, im freakin' sick.
But oh wells, V-day's ending soon.
Hope everyone had a great day =)

2009-02-14T12:01:00.005+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day.

Flowers and hearts everywhere. All those lovey-dovey couples and people who love other people. Spending their money on overpriced goods. Well, at least they're happy?

But not good for me lo...have to wake up early on a Saturday.

How torturous is that? I swear it's illegal.

I have people who i love too la. But im not gonna take a leaf outta Miss Law's bloody book and give presents to all of them. Im so not crazy...and it's definitely not Christmas. Maybe next year guys.

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This is Sohai King's contribution for this V-day post. He wants you all to see the light. Be enlightened by him. Doesn't that sound holy?

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....!!

OMG I SAW THE LIGHT!!
I am blinded by it already.

See what i mean? Yes, that's SK (Sohai King or Suku Kia)! You know who it looks like? I pray you don't, or you'll probably be banging your head now and never wanna talk to him again. The resemblance is freakin' scary!

Not a good way to start your V-day.

2009-02-09T13:09:00.006+08:00

I shall blog.

Dunno how many decades ago...- rewind - it was actually last Friday. Wendy brought the small tubes of blow-able plastic stuff that we blew into big bubbles.

Blown by me and Wendy. Then stuck together by Geok. lol

These are my early V-day Pressies =)

Looks yummy right? Makes you wanna drool leh~~!

Gleeful expressions

All from Geok. Hah she loves me =X But then, they were almost extinct by the time i went home. Everyone from 5S2 suddenly had this very kind notion of helping me finish eating the chocs. Now everyone's full of love!! lol

2009-01-22T23:29:00.005+08:00

Lol as i've just commented,
im too busy with real life to care too much about my virtual existence on the net.

Today, was borriiing.
I hate Norol.
I hate PEKAs.
And i sometimes hate Mr. Eng.
Sometimes niaaaa.

We didn't do much la...i just remembered we rushed a lot of past homework that we have to pass up tomorrow as it's the last day before CNY. Can't wait! After tomorrow, i can scream SEE YA, SUCKERS! to lotsa people lmao. Not that i would...im too nice to do that :D

We took pics for our Moral Project that was burnt in the fire. I still have to retake the ones at home...rawr! They're all in Vivian's pinky camera. After that, we hid to camwhore. I have no idea why we did that. I think Vivian just screamed, let's camwhore in that dirty little corner there! Then we all rushed there o.O

All stolen from Vivian's blog. A weird new teacher guy came to see what weird stuff we were doing. And ironically, the last rushed picture was the nicest. So l-o-l. I hate my pink braces. They look like my gums when i smile...!! >.-"

Just finished editing the stupid freaking Malaysian-ish
English Oral written by Veggie Chua.
Rawr you lah. It's all about Micheal Phelps!
Freakishly tired. Nitey nite~

Can't wait for CNY...!!
Get well soon, Kath =)

2009-01-11T14:22:00.003+08:00

Happy belated birthday to CHUA GEOK LING!!

I know, im one day late but i suppose you'll forgive me since im terribly sick? lols

Okay im still not better, maybe worse. Been dripping and feeling alternately cold and hot for the past two days. I don't feel up to doing anything at all except laying on the couch. Yes, im becoming a couch potato...zzz. I skipped PBK yesterday, but i still have tons of homework untouched.

But that's not the worst of my problems. I just hope i'll be better before this Friday.

2009-01-09T22:39:00.002+08:00

I haven't been online and i haven't been posting even though there's a lot to post about. This is all thanks to my awesome internet connection that only listens to my bro's orders, not mine. I was without internet for a week or so (seemed like months to me).

The new year sucks man. I've changed. It's really unexpected...i actually do my homework now!! It's a new disease infecting most Form 5s! Lol i actually find there's not enough time to finish your homework, what with school and tuitions everyday. I haven't even been doing anything recreational this week...it's quite sad really.

My brother's home from KL! Kinda happy cos he seems happier. He bought shirts for everyone...a red singlet for me! Im so happy 'cos for some reason, red is now officially my favorite color. My family all says it looks nice...but im too shy to wear it outside actually. I was thinking maybe with a jacket...but what's the point of wearing a singlet when you're wearing a jacket on the outside? So oh well...i might not wear it much =)

I am dripping none stop right now. Yes, dripping. I was just back from Physics and i am terribly sick. It must be the cold weather. I have a runny nose and a migraine right now. I have been glaring at Mr. Lee for the past two hours due to his badly-concealed pervvy jokes. I do not like to hear those when im terribly cold and sick. I couldn't really concentrate so i guess it was a waste of time. Gosh, im hoping i can skip PBK tomorrow!!

2008-12-31T11:59:00.001+08:00

Today is December the 31st.
The last of year 2008.
It's been a good year, hasn't it?

In less than a minute it will be the beginning of a new year - 2009. The beginning of a new school year filled with laughs, shouts, fun and maybe a few well-concealed tears. That's all i ask of the new year i guess, that the happiness exceed the sad moments. That all i remember when it's year end again, is the happy moments filled with laughter...or just silent contentment.

Next year; 5S2 and SPM. The dreaded SPM. I'm actually terrified, not because of SPM, but what happens after. Exactly. What actually happens after? I still have no clue...what i fear, is the unknown.

I've always thought leaving school and working would be so much better. No need for studying, no need for passing up homework and listening to the boring speeches of the teachers...which student doesn't dream of escaping that torture? It's the freedom we crave. But now in the pre-stepping into society stage, im actually afraid. We actually have to make our own choices now. Choices that would lead us up our own paths for the rest of our lives. From kindy to high school...we didn't need to make any life altering choices. All we know is we go to school because we have to. It's what everyone does. It's what our parents want, there's no way around it. Even after Form 3, all we had to choose was our streams. There was only three choices and ultimately, our parents "helped" in that decision too.

But there are hundreds of courses. Millions of outstanding colleges and universities. And even more jobs to choose from. That's what i don't want to face. So many choices, so many voices...how do you choose the right one? How will you know that 10 years later, you will be living a good life and telling yourself you made the right choice all along?

Hmm, i best let the pieces fall where they may.
I sound like a worried old woman talking about such things xD

Happy New Year everyone! Wish you all the best =)

2008-12-31T00:06:00.006+08:00

Never ever ever....judge a book by it's cover.

And actually, you shouldn't judge the book by it's first few pages either. No matter how dull the person might seem to be, there's always something underneath. But we can't always be bothered to be patient and dig it all up...that's just a waste of time =)

Oh, i have done nothing productive in these hols. NOTHING at all. I still have tons of homework and i still need to plan my schedule next year. Technically it's half done...still left BM and ACC. Or bio...which reminds me, HELP! My bio assignment is 0% done...crap.

And i am extremely jealous of Vivian Kon's new layout.
Extremely. It's pink. But not very pink...and it's pretty.
Therefore, i have upgraded my blog and am searching for a new layout.
It's not very easy, you know.
Looking for the perfect layout is very tiring.
That's why i don't change my layout often. I mean, if it was easy...
I'd change it every month.
Except it's not. After that i have to edit it too...
Which takes up tremendous time and energy.
So bear with me...my blog will probably look like a rat's ass for a couple of days.

New year, new layout ma~ lolx

Current layout is not permanent.

2008-12-27T21:37:00.003+08:00

Lmao...i think MSN has some great news.
I love to read them...they always have the ads right before you go into your inbox right.
I was reading one about words making the news.

猪健强！！(That's what they called it =>)

Walao, dun kua soi this pig eh...it survived 36 days under rubble after an 8.0 magnitude earthquake in Sichuan! That's like...1 months and 5 days. Under RUBBLE, no food no water. Trapped under crushing concrete and wood. Gosh...if it were you or any other human, you couldn't live over 5 days under that condition. Assuming you lived through the impact of all the concrete first.

AMAZING eh? The pig's now in a museum...being worshipped like the god it is. Lol 猪仙！

Christmas!!

2008-12-25T00:10:00.008+08:00

Today's Christmas. The day for giving and spreading holiday joy. And...not to forget the most important thing...it's my birthday!! =)

Okay, im feeling absurdly jolly right now. Im sure you guys can guess why. I haven't been posting because i don't have anything interesting to blog about. But right now, at 12a.m. and even with the prospect of waking early tomorrow to buy ingredients for my birthday dinner, i still feel crazily elated and compelled to post this completely pointless post on my blog. But hey, it's not called my blog for nothing right? lol

Thanks to everyone who wished me a Merry Christmas and Happy Birthday...Love y'll to bits! Girady the most though...'cos her's was the nicest! Haha. Here's the beautiful list of beautiful people =)

1. Adrian
- My most beloved cous! Yes, you were the first =) The awesome guy who accompanied me throughout my crazy youth.
2. Kath
- The impossibly skinny girl with a cute laugh. Thanks for remembering! lol
3. Ling
- Veggie Chua! Glad to see you're on the top 3 huh? Thanks for the long message...haha
4. Wendy
- Thanks to GiRaDy for the sweet message. She put all my impossible short-term non-materialistic aspirations into one message. How nice. LOL
5. Soon Siang
- Lmao. I don't really know you. But thanks i guess? Thanks for wasting so much of your credit sending those wishes lol
6. Wei Lin
- One special part of a pig - the Tail! Haha...didn't expect it, which made it so much sweeter.
7. QQ!
- Thanks for remembering...and for adding your signature sohai in there...lol
8. Hui Yin
- Crazy, sweet, huge. I thought you forgot =p!
9. JEE
- Haha...the crazy sehkia. Didn't know you know! Does that make sense? lol
10. Table Ko
- Yeah you're the last one before i go to bed. Haha...pelampung guy! =p
11. Mui Mou
- The early morning bird...(he's an ostrich if you're wondering)
12. Da Sao
- Im sure you'll be happy if you read this lol. Happy birthday to you too ;D
13. Roger~~Ko
- Blueks! Lalala~ Love the dress =]
14. Vin Ko
- Brunch. Bye bye on my chinese bday =/
15. Aaron
- I can only think of one word. Nice. He's the nice guy. lol
16. Vivian
- Through FS! Didn't see it until much later
17. Feli
- FS too...haha.

That's all...feeling all warm and fuzzy inside! I suppose i'll update if there are any others. Merry Christmas to everyone ^^

2008-11-26T00:51:00.002+08:00

Lol Twilight's all the rage now.
See, they even made a new quiz dedicated to Twilight!
Okay it's not totally Twilight, but majority anyways

Edward is a tortured soul whose deepest instincts tell him to bite you, but somehow, you know he never will. He's over a hundred years old, so he has a lot to teach you about life, and you're ready for any lesson -- especially if it involves his lips. Your fantasy boyfriend's dazzling smile, seductive voice, and delicious scent are enough to put you in a trance... which makes it even easier to daydream about him. Edward is gorgeous no matter what the weather's like, but on sunny days, he sort of sparkles.

Yupps i got Edward.
He doesn't look too good in that, does he? lol
On sunny days, he sort of sparkles. LMAO
I think every 4th answer is pointing you in Edward's direction =]
And no, i didn't cheat that way (though i was tempted)
Anyone wanna tell me how to get Jasper? haha
Wendy will get Jacob, for sure =p

2008-11-24T00:06:00.002+08:00

Okay, a before bed post.

Twilight's out!
Well somewhere in the world right now.
It's a huge hit , but really...who's surprised?
But what i've been hearing all day, are complaints
Due to the choice of cast made by the esteemed people who brought Twilight the movie into actual production
Oh well, the world will have to just bear with it right?
Just pretend Robert's actually Gaspard, and Kristen some other girl who isn't comparable to a zombie
The only good looking person in this whole movie would be Alice
I am disappointed in all others
Like come on! Get someone else to be Jasper!!
How hard is that huh? Practically all blonde guys are hot..
Yet they managed to find one who isn't! How deflating
Oh well...enough ranting for now. Rant summore after i watch it.
Anyone up for Twilight next thurs? =]

I GOT A HAIRCUT.
It's kinda boyish and weird...
There's nothing else you can do with hair my length *pouts*
And i got the drama to match!
It's totally weird and definitely unlike my usual life experiences
I do not think it is remotely funny, but i try to view it in that angle anyways
Was gonna multiply the story but it's late, so maybe tomorrow
Weirdly, i told Wendy and her reaction was...uh
I don't know...not what i would expect.
Maybe she's growing up *winks*

How could life get any weirder....

2008-11-13T21:53:00.004+08:00

YOU KNOW WHAT.
I am seriously annoyed! Actually pissed is a better word.
Wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf

Looky here:

Who is holy hell's name is he, you ask? He is...the guy who was almost Edward.
Rewind, he is the hot guy who was almost Edward. Crazy right?
HOW CAN THEY CHOOSE THAT SQUARE-JAWED BLOCKHEAD OVER THIS CUTIE??

CLEARLY someone glued stamps over their own eyes.
How did they choose square-jaw for Edward when they had Gaspard Ulliel?
I know, his name is a mouthful xD

Arrrgh...you see?! Perfect Edward.
If he was Edward, i'd be more enthusiastic about watching Twilight, you know.
Oh well...stupid square-jawed blockhead that Kath loves xD
Just here to rant. Sorry if this is old news.
Cos I just found out about it =p!

2008-11-08T23:38:00.002+08:00

LOL.
You guys gotta thank Ling for finding me something worthy of blogging these days!!
I just found it. But it isn't a surprise, is it?
It's just a confirmation =P!

The 'How Evil Are You?' Quiz

Methinks Ling is so good that she won't hurt a fly...but let the fly hurt her -.-

You're barely evil at all.

You? evil? Ha. Nobody's perfect, but you're one of the least evil people who've ever taken this quiz. If you're feeling guilty about something, it's probably only because you momentarily stopped petting a kitten to answer those questions. You would never be intentionally cruel to an animal, a friend, or even a stranger.
Reading this quiz is probably the closest you've come to having an evil thought. We don't want you focused on evilness any longer than necessary, so please go back to what you do best -- spreading joy and sunshine throughout the land.

See, she's feeling guilty cos she didn't pet the CAT. Kill the cat, i say! lol

So here's me!

You're so evil it's scary

Mwah-ha-ha! Cackle, cackle! Some people conduct their evil business in secret, but not you. You're proud of your dark and devious ways. You're so evil that when other people find out about it, they don't even bother to fight back -- they cower in fear. That's convenient for you, because it's easy to convince all those scaredy-cats to do your bidding. Yay for minions! Now you can relax at home, clasping your hands together gleefully, while they do all your dirty work.

Now here's my evilest of evil badge :D! Aww im so proud :p!

2008-11-01T22:34:00.002+08:00

Aha! Just after Halloween.
Just got my braces. It's a pretty light blue color!
The other colors are fugggly.
But i can change them every month!
Wonder if i can get my braces to match my dress for my bro's wedding?
Lmao...my mom told me to stop being wuliao -.-

The whole process wasn't painful at all. The dentist just put on the silver metal things on each tooth, then put on the steel wire...and used the pretty elastic things to tie the wire to the metal things =]

It was okay larr. Had kueh tiao and meat right after the appointment. But after that my teeth began to ache-.- Can't even eat mee lorr...so my dad cut it into small pieces for me to swallow. Ishh i feel like those old people without teeth!

Watch the Twilight Trailer!!
Omg it's so cool. Bella is pretty~~
I still think Edward looks weird? lmao
Anyways the fight between Edward and James is damn cool
They look like they're flying O.O
Kath says they're just jumping really far...haha
The apple is bouncy!! or Edward's foot is bouncy...lol

Off the viwawa =]

2008-10-29T14:40:00.002+08:00

Lala...not blogging cos i don't think there's anything important to blog.
Except exam results. Which isn't important.
Oh err. Im pissed. A bit. Stupid drawer!
And where in hell's hole is my EST!! Headache!
Got tagged by Kath.
Rushing to finish it before going for Phys.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- Revenge duh. Make his life chaos *laughs maniacally*

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- Ehh...my dream life? lol

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
- Many many. But i forget. So none. lol

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- Migrate...London! Then then...buy a mega mall~

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- Sure. Someone better run xD!

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Being loved =]

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- Depends-.- I don't "intend" things. They happen with my mood lol

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Nothing. What can i do o.O?

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your bf/gf or an actor/actress?
- Erm. All my friends? Cos they're fun =)

10. Will you invite your Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
- If we're still friends

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
- Overseas. Having a successful career. Make my parents proud =)

12. What's your fear?
- Bleh. Why would i tell you? lol

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- rich. crazy. fun. loves roxy way too much. dates her psp. lmao

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
- Single and rich duuuuuh.

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
- Try to go back to sleep! lol

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- Nope. Just enough

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- Eh. The one i love most? Assuming he loves me too of course...if not. Then the one who loves me la!

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
- Erm. All my close friends. Still depends though

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
- No preference? lol

20. List 6 people to tag

EVERYONE IS TAGGED ALREADY!! Gah

2008-10-21T21:51:00.002+08:00

Yes, life is satisfying.
Today has been the best day.

Except for the water thing. Yam-seng la! Yam-seng summore i konk you two evil crazies' head-.- Lol. But nothing can dampen my mood today :P! I am insanely happy. Crazily elated. Hope my luck doesn't fade anytime soon lol. Crossin' fingers for Add Maths!

CNY visit-.- I HATE YOU CHUAAAAA. It's not confirmed yet la! You. Are. Insane. I believe someone wants to change their Chemistry next year to...***day? Lol!

Speaking of tuitions. I am going crazy. Why is my schedule so full huh? It's crazaaayy. Don't wanna go wed for Add Maths! Gosh i will be so tortured. Die die die.

2008-10-17T12:40:00.002+08:00

FINALLY.
Freedom is sweeeeeeeeet.

Okay fine. Last day is on Monday. But but...i don't care!! Today is the day of freedom for me haha. Hmm the only paper i regret so far is BM II. Gosh hope i won't get anything below 4B for it. Next time must remember to write faster -.-!

Bum bum...oh! I think i have nothing else to say =] lol
Life is currently satisfying. Make it stay that way!

2008-10-11T21:58:00.002+08:00

Am really stressed.

And it's not just because of exams. Well a big part of it is i guess. Next week shall be killer. All Pure Science, Add. maths and Accounts rolled into 5 gruesome days. Not to mention some other scary subjects i shall not mention. Last week was pretty all right, except for BM paper...jeez.

I have a dilemma.
Well the previous one was solved. So it's a new one.
Ehh..not solved exactly. Merely disappeared.
Temporarily perhaps. Hopefully permanent.
The new one, is nagging a me.
Yes it is guilt. Not precisely but something to that extent.
I don't know what to do about it.
IT'S WEIRD I TELL YOU.
Ehh it's making me insane, i think. lmao

Freaking save me...

2008-10-03T22:18:00.003+08:00

Inseparable at the hip.
How ironic it is to be said today.
The day of confirmation, of all things.
Unity. One word.
We have each chosen our allegiances.
Alike at first glance.
Yet it makes a world of difference.

A victim of my own doing...
How comforting.
At some point, it was what i wanted...
Yet not what i've come to expect.

2008-10-02T21:16:00.002+08:00

Today is insane.
You see, i've decided to blog yet again.
Once i blog, i can't stop.
Once i stop, i can't blog. Lmao

Got in a frenzy to book my schedule next year. Is it book? Derno lmao. I am going CRAZY trying to get my schedule straight. Too many tuitions, too little time. Who's got one of those Time Turner thingamabobs? Gimme!

Today has been soooo weird. Went for Physics finally 'cos i missed it yesterday. Saw 'undesirables'. Lol. Found out Kath was coming when i arrived. Was taught the chapter on Light. Saw many many lights dancing in front of Kath :P!

Okay the weird part. Saw people of my past. Found out stuffs i didn't know about them. Gah no more details. Details never =] Maybe in some other corner.

2008-10-02T13:14:00.003+08:00

I haven't been updating, have I? Lol
Life has been insanely busy, disarmingly speedy, sickeningly confusing....
Okay no more blather.

Last Saturday. Went ta INTI with for the Prefectorial Workshop. Hah! I said workshop...not dinner =p! Something about leadership, teamwork, trust...stuff lol. It was fun! Learned quite a lot. Played even more =]

And and..! I lost my tag lol. My prefect one =\ It's the Raya Hols now, so im wondering if i could replace it before school starts? Doesn't matter i guess. 'Cause exams are right after these hols. Im gonna have to cover up with my jacket for the 2 mornings =] My dad said he had a friend who made tags. Lmao now i don't have to go find the one near St. Mary or wherever it is lol.

Exams around the corner!
Wobbly knees, wetting of pants, dizzy headaches....
The symptoms of Year-End Exam Syndrome O.O

~~Btw, I AM NOT A PONG MO. wtf~~

2008-09-20T19:06:00.004+08:00

Happiness.

Shopped! went to The Spring and got new shoes.
Roxy was on sale! Was tempted.
But i didn't succumb. Awwww..!

Body Glove had a 50% sale too!
Grr! I didn't buy anything for me either.
Got something for a certain Virgo friend.
~~White. Green. Purple. Yellow.~~
Sorries. lol

Shopping is a cure for anything and everything! I so love the feeling...and the best part is i shopped for a friend, and the money isn't entirely mine lol.

Didn't study at all. I regret. Shall die in less than 2 weeks time.

Warning :Prepare Inhalers on Monday
Those who have asthma will need it, those who don't will. lmao

2008-09-13T13:33:00.002+08:00

WOOOHOO!
I finally finally finally found a perfect version of Burning Up.
I have been searching since god knows when.
Not to mention the countless concert versions i've downloaded and deleted.
I loath those. Especially the rabid fangirl screams.
Ecstatic =]!

It's September the 13th! Dentist Day. Going in exactly 30 minutes. Wish me luck guys. Will post if i survive. Lmao.

Happy Brithday to the Libra and Virgo....lol

2008-09-12T22:45:00.002+08:00

Define best friends.
At times it's clear as day.
Later, you find it hard to apprehend.

They say you're supposed to know it when it happens. For some reason...im a believer of that, yet not really believing. Get me? lol. Just had this random moment when there was this bright light. Nah dunno why im blogging about this. lmao

Sometimes you open your eyes and suddenly understand
But you'll still love them just the same
Footprints left in the sand...
Identical to the ones in my heart =]

2008-09-07T14:56:00.005+08:00

Okay back to blogging.

From the least important...went to The Spring last eve. Missed the Cat Competition by mere minutes *pouts* The whole place was crowded. There were lotsa stalls for Mooncake Fest stuffs. I thought CNY, cos every space was covered in red. Bright red lorr...not BLOOD red =p

Met lotsa KHS people. And saw lotsa people eating ice-creams a foot high. Omg a foot! i beh tahan go ask my mom buy me one :D! It melts quite easily so halfway through i covered the whole thing with my mouth, making it seems like a tall hill. Which made it look disconcertingly like a ~~penis~~. LOL

And and...anyone heard Summertime?
Wtf wtf i can't stop myself from ranting about it.
If you guys heard it, it's nice right? If you think it is...
Believe me, DO NOT watch the MV.
It's ridiculous.
It's a whole bunch of guys on the beach with models in bikinis.
Big deal. Go find the lyrics.
They sing about "boy from the city" and "young love"
Look at their band name.
In the MV, the guys are like MIDDLE-AGED.
I was, like a normal girl, thinking of hot tan guys.
The MV ruined everything.
Now i think of middle-aged guys everytime i hear it.
GAH.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
SPOILERS FOR VAMPIRE DIARIES.

*~*~*~*~*~*

Okay i just just just...almost finished VD courtesy of Ling.
It is super awesome! I totally love it.
It's like very realistic...it shows life as it is.
Unlike Twilight Saga...
Twilight saga seems to be fantasy after this.

Damon turned good. Like whoaaaa.
The supposed bad guy turned good. I was wondering about that.
He still had his supposed evil nature after Elena died.
But i don't think he was ever actually evil.
He's not the bad guy..yet neither was he the good.
Everyone has their flaws.
That's how life is right? It's not black or white; it's in shades of gray.

And the real evil isn't in Damon.
The story starts off a romance. Competition between two vamp bros.
For a human girl. So typical. Right?
But as the plot proceeds, it turns to horror.
The love story is just a sub-plot. There are complications.
The plot just keeps twisting unexpected turns.

And Elena died.
The main character died. Which kinda sucks.
But then the 4th book isn't boring at all.
Elena's still in it. Figure that out cos she died =]
The situation where she died is the climax for me.
The culprit is a person that wasn't even important initially.

Okay these aren't much spoilers i guess. But seriously, if i remember anything else im gonna post again. Haha~ Gonna finish it tonight. I wonder about the ending.

2008-08-31T21:35:00.003+08:00

Today can be said to be one of the worst days of my existence.
I hate today. I hate Merdeka Day 2008.

First of all, i am seriously bored i tell you. I did nothing productive at all today. Except maybe some Chem corrections. Then i lounged all day in my room zoning out for hours at a time. I even got bored of my own room. Which has no precedence in history ever =(

Then Hitz decided to piss me off. They kept playing weird songs, lotsa malay. Beh tahan la. I dun even care if it's Merdeka Day. Im still entitled to listen to good music lo! I only get to listen to decent music when i finally get on the com. Gah.

And and..! I feel so pissed and irritated for no reason.
It's like i have PMS. Except that i don't.
I even got annoyed at my dad -.-"
~~(Wendy's sure to give me a lecture if she hears about this)~~
And then, i got this urge to burn every flag i see.
Which i would've done gladly...except i didn't have a lighter on me.
Gah. Hate flags hanging on cars. ~~Ours only though.~~

2008-08-30T23:51:00.005+08:00

Reading Pigtail's most recent post (derno how recent lol) reminded me of something.
So, here i am to blog =)

She said one weird number called her right. Made me remember the one time this long number messaged me. Saying what promo thing Digi had with Petronas. I was like..."wtfff?! since when Digi got anything to do with Petronas? petrol promo??"

From the number i guessed it was from overseas. Looked a lot like Mami's number mah =p But then the message was half in English and half in Malay. Campur campur... So i was weirded out. Heard lotsa stories about frauds duh.

So, being smart...i ignored it. But then, they kept sending me the same message again and again. I was messaging Kath mar, got pissed. I wasn't sure they would understand KNNCCB so i sent them, "fuck off la. im not stupid lo!"

~~After that i worried they were gonna trace my whereabouts and off me.~~

And you know what? They stopped sending me the message :D!
Moral of the story: everyone, even bad guys, respect the word fuck.
Lmaooo. So remember, scream that special word at the top of your lungs whenever.
It might just save your life xD

And and..! Found this random picture. Like LMAOO!!
This is seriously awesome and funny!
It's a Twilight Saga thing of course. I didn't understand it at first.
But...LOL! It's referring to Jasper's ability to manipulate feelings.
Serious awesomeness. I kinda love Jasper now =p!

In love with Summertime and Viva la Vida!......=]

UPDATE:

[[ Gosh. I missed Merdeka countdown. It's officially Merdeka day eh! Lol. ]]

2008-08-29T12:33:00.002+08:00

Gah. Gah. GAH.

Today kinda sucks. Was raining like hell this morning. Woke up to Kath's message telling me she wasn't going to school. I kinda wish i didn't go too. We just sang a lot. Loudly. Waving flags. Gah!

Merdeka Day. Nothing much to say. ~~Criticized our flag a lot.~~ Lmao.
Im gonna spend my Merdeka morning in tuition. Sad.

Results. Sucks. I failed my Additional Maths. AGAIN. Really sad. I have no yuan with anything mathematical. My pure science subjects are all 6x. GAH. Even my English dropped. Im just happy bout my Accounts and BM :D!

I think im gonna be an 11 this time.
If i keep dropping like this...=.="

2008-08-24T13:23:00.002+08:00

You remind Gossip Girl of Chuck.

"It's not over until I say it's over." -- Chuck Bass

Just like Chuck, you get bored easily. Spending money, partying all night, and hooking up are fun... but even that stuff gets old after a while. You'll do anything to make life more fun, especially if it involves lying, cheating, or something along those lines. Deep down inside, you're not as ruthless as your reputation suggests, but you don't mind if everyone thinks you're evil. It commands a certain respect.

If Gossip Girl blogged about you, she'd say:
Gossip Girl here. Check the weather, Upper East Siders, because our sixth sense says a storm is brewing. Spotted after midnight in an underground lounge: A clone of C. We're keeping our distance until we know what our new friend is up to, but we can't shake the feeling that it'll involve blackmail, seduction, or bribery. After all, a day's not complete unless you've ruined someone's life, right? xoxo, Gossip Girl

You know what? The description really does sound like me. lol
But i wonder why im a guy. Oh well. =]

2008-08-24T11:35:00.003+08:00

Been busy preparing for the Sarawak State Taekwondo Championship.
Believe me, it isn't as cool as it sounds. lol

I didn't go for the rehearsal on Sunday. Because of my dentist appointment =\! So i was blur lol. Friday we just carried lotsa tables and chair around...and got out tees and card thing of course =)

We get free tees! Lol. It says SARAWAK STATE REMAJA TAEKWONDO POOMSAE CHAMPIONSHIP 2008. That's like so weird. It's English, Malay and Korean all rolled into one sentence. lol

POOMSAE means fighting. I think.
Or that's what Amy said =]

Saturday. Was at the Recording Counter. With two guys from Stampin xD! We were supposed to fill out the score sheets stating the name, age group, gender, category and branch of the participants. Then, i would pass them to the judges.

I get to bio the scores! Haha. There were 3 judges.
The one on the right is the most generous with marks.
He especially gave high marks to Metro i think.
He gave Aaron full marks! Which is 100
Maybe because the Metro sifus are all his sons.
The one on the left is the most kiamsiap. But he gave high marks to Sibu wtf!

Five branches all over Sarawak participated in this competition. Metro, Kuching, Miri, Betong, Sibu. That's all i think. Metro had the most participants =) It was a really cool experience. I got to see all the Taegeuks which is so damn cool! There were the teams too...perfectly synchronized. Besides, there was also free cold Milo :DDD!

Aaaandd. There was this Miri sifu right, omgggg!!
He looked like a freakin' Korean actor! Like wttfff.
~~And i thought our sifus were good looking.~~
He was even wearing one of those close-fitting long-sleeved white shirts and long pants looking like he just came back from the office.
All us gals were crazzzyy about him.
Amy and the Emcees even tou pai him when he was giving commands.
He was trapped. Poor guy xD

End of the holidays...
Back to school blues!

2008-08-20T23:17:00.003+08:00

Due to Kath's hyper encouragements, im gonna blog summore.
Jeez la you. lol. And im sorry Pigtail, will try to update more :P

First things first, im not gonna have pictures in my posts for quite a while. My bro reformatted the com again, so now im back on Microsoft. I'll have to wait before i can install Photoshop and/or Photoscape. Drat him.

Ling is officially crazy for Michael Phelps.

She keeps feeding me info on him. Even Wendy thinks he's hot. Me...? I think he's moderately decent. He's weird anyways. Even though that weirdness allows him to get 8 gold medals and 1mil USD...i don't care! He's an abnormally proportioned fish lmao.

Phelps.

But he looks hot HERE! And why is that huh? All the pics i've seen of him in the newspapers...ugh. To avoid being killed by Ling and Pigtail, i've decided to rephrase that. All the pics i've seen of him except this one is...not so hot lmao.

My teeth hurts. The ones beside the two teeth that got pulled out.
My dad reckons the nerves got damaged.
Wtf such an experienced doctor. He hurts instead of heals -.-

I've almost gone crazy staying at home for the hols.
I miss school. I miss all my buds.
Hell, i even miss looking at those disgusting guys on the other side.
Im booooored! Save me!

2008-08-19T13:07:00.003+08:00

I know i know. Time for updates. Haven't been updating cos i was sick =(! Daddy wouldn't let me touch the com. Booohoo. Back now though =)

First of all, exams are over. Wheee~! But im impatient to get my results. I've accepted that i might fail my Bio, Gen. Sc, Phys, Add Maths, and History. Wtf those subjects weren't supposed to be on my fail list. -.-

Olympics.
Watched a bit. Well, only the Lee Chong Wei vs. Lin Dan match lol.
Anyways it was kinda sad. LCW got slaughtered =[!
Lotsa people said LD looks fugly. How biased are you guys lol?
Yeah i agree he looks too damn arrogant but he's ~~hot~~.
I didn't just call the arrogant enemy hot, you imagined it lmaoo.
Oh well, Malaysia got its Silver and LCW got his 300k =)

China got like 3x gold medals now. A friend of mine said he stopped watching the Olympics cos he was tired of seeing so many China athletes getting top. And they said Badminton isn't gonna be included as one of the sports in the next Olympics? Wtf...no more medals for us =\

Went to pay a visit to the dentist on Sunday bright an early.
At first the Doc was pretty nice.
They played Hitz for me ehh! Haha.
Your Love Is A Lie was playing. I was screaming in my head,
Your love is a fcuking lie! Lmaooo.

Then when he wanted to pull out my ~~tooth~~ teeth. I told him it was painful.
He took the pointy scalpel thingy and stuck it deep into my gums.
He asked, not painful right? He stuck it in again.
I told him, no not painful. He seemed satisfied and said,
see. and i pierced it very deep too.
Like wtf! I think must've annoyed him a lot. At least it wasn't painful=\

And then, he was using this...kiam thing.
To kiap my poor tooth and pull it out.
I got two teeth removed that day. And it was hard to get out too.
Cos they were perfectly healthy teeth.
Forced into an early death. R.I.P. lol
The teeth were pretty long ehh, like two thirds of my forefinger
I exaggerated to Kath that it was half a pen lmao.
This is all preparation for my braces. Ughh.

2008-08-10T13:46:00.005+08:00

I am totally crazy over Breaking Dawn.

I am reading non-stop.
I did read it till 5am on Fri night...or Sat morning if you prefer.
I finished it last night =) How?

Whole Sarawak blackout right...i used a torch.

I am so happy i finished it. In like 2 days. Im so gonna reread those 4 books again. After exams of course =) I so totally hate Book Two: Jacob. Bella sounds so selfish there. Which i think she is. And Jacob and Edward stupid. But whatever. Some parts we kinda predictable. Bella's so powerful :D!

Renesmee. Very funny meh?
It's so long..and hard to pronounce.
Renesmee Carlie Cullen. Hard to type too eh.
Mixture of Renee, Esme and Carlisle, Charlie
How creative can Bella get huh? But still, better that than if it was EJ...Edward Jacob wtf.
Loch Ness Monster xD

Anyways, missed the Olympics cos i was reading. Im not interested anyways. Ling said it was interesting? Hmm. I'll only be interested if i can join. Lmao so impossible.

Kath's mom got back from Kl last night around midnight.
With my Twilight :D Wheeee!
Yes i am over the moon. Except maybe the moon is me.
How can i be over it? Lmao jump over myself.

Whole Sarawak blackout. Even Limbang, Kapit etc.
Poor Kuching Fest people. Airport got lo. My bro drove all the way there. Said it was packed.
Except for the heat, i managed...i didn't really mind the dark or the silence. I loved sitting in the dark in my room.
THEN. i remembered what time of year it is. Like the middle of the 7th month(!!). Ran outta my room to find my mommy. Lol

Two times blackout. 2nd time was around 11pm. My dad was supposed to be asleep.
But he knocked on my door to give me a torch and a candle. Im so grateful.
Without that torch i wouldn't be able to finish Breaking Dawn haha.
I burned my lip balm with the candle. It melted.
It smelled weird lo. No pics...sorries=)
I still tried using it...normal la. Except for the smell.
Smells faintly of charcoal. Kath said that was EVIL =\

Woke around 10.30am this morn. For this ceremony thing.
You know, feeding the ~~dead~~ =X
My mom said should've gone to the temple. It would've been easier.
But my aunts lo, asked my mom to do.
Cos they dunno how. Conniving pigs.

Shall study hard today.
After i have fun with my Linux games. Sudoku :D!

2008-08-09T00:16:00.004+08:00

Breaking Dawn
is here.

Terribly worn out from exams.
I am happy with my exams seat =)
Feeling groggy now. Talking and typing in incomplete sentences.

Using Linux. Which is weird. Everything looks nicer but somehow bigger. Im using Pidgin (icon is a Penguin!!) for my MSN. Don't really like it i guess. But it's for my own good, less chance of getting viruses.

Registered a Multiply Account. For future use. Same functions as Wretch, less complicated and in English. Life Saver. My next stop after this lol.

Had tons to blog about. Forgot everything.
Gonna blog then go read Breaking Dawn.

Happy Olympics =)...

2008-08-05T12:05:00.001+08:00

Survey thing. Got tagged by Cheryl ~~a kazillion years ago~~.
I love this survey! Sole reason: i was described flatteringly in it.
lmao. I was both 7 on Vivian and Cheryl's.
Thanks guys. Haha.

Name 20 people randomly. At the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do the survey.Don’t read the questions, but name the 20 people first.

1. Wendy
2. Kath
3. Ling
4. Kai
5. Yeong
6. Kenny
7. Aaron
8. Karen
9. Feli
10. Amy
11. Cheryl
12. Vivian
13. Irene jie
14. Wei Lin
15. Hyin
16. Wen Jing
17. Lian
18. Ai Ling
19. Daph
20. Joyce

1. How did you meet number 18? [ Ai Ling ]
Erm... school? i think lol

2. What will you do if you have not met number 17? [ Lian ]
Well...derno.

3. What if number 9 and 20 dated? [ Feli + Joyce ]
Lmao! Kick-ass couple.

4. What if number 5 and 10 dated? [ Yeong + Amy ]
Ehh...wish them good luck in their relationship? lolx

5. Describe number 1. [ Wendy]
Weird, hyper, laughs at the tiniest things, usually blur, very cute...the list goes on =)

6. Do you think number 8 is attractive? [ Karen ]
Yeah =) Very cute haha...

7. Describe number 7. [ Aaron ]
Err...nice. Sometimes too nice. lol

8. Do you know any family members of 12? [ Vivian ]
Nope.

9. What language does number 15 speak? [ Hyin ]
Mandarin, English, pasar malam Malay xD...and Foochow.

10. Who is number 9 hanging out with? [ Feli ]
Karen, Amy, Malvina :D

11. How old is number 16? [ Wen Jing ]
o.O like...16? lolz

12. When was the last time you spoke to number 13? [ Irene jie ]
Erh...should be Monday night during tui =]

13. Who’s number 2 favourite singer/band? [ Kath ]
Lmaooo. Derno her. Jonas brothers?

14. Have you ever dated number 4? [ Kai ]
LMAOO! No. He's taken =p!

15. Would you ever date number 19? [ Daph ]
.... Never.

16. Is number 3 single? [ Ling ]
Yeah. Buy her Spanas :D!

17. What is number 10’s last name? [ Amy ]
Emm...err... okay huh. Amy...WEE! =)

18. Would you ever be in a relationship with number 11? [ Cheryl ]
Friendship =] That's a type of relationship right? lol

19. What is the school of number 13? [ Irene jie ]
Outta school edi. Used to be in INTI. Then some Uni in England =)

20. Where does number 6 stay? [ Kenny ]
How should i know...somewhere near Daph's house haha.

21. What is your favourite thing about number 5? [ Yeong ]
-.- Derno worr.

22. Have you ever seen number 14 naked? [ Wei Lin ]
SIAO. Nope.

I tag:

- Wei Lin -
- Kath -
- Mandy -

2008-08-04T22:12:00.006+08:00

Freaking lousy day with lotsa tears. So freaking stressed.

Ling wanted to change classes 'cos she couldn't bear with Accounts anymore. I really hate Accounts too. Sooo...i went to ask whether i could drop it. Impossible, but worth a try.

Freaking shitass. Dragged out our Penggal 1 results, saying our Accounts isn't the worst...that we should drop Add Maths and change to Arts since we failed. ~~Fcuk~~ her la. It's not like we failed our Pure Science subjects. Wasn't even logical, wonder if she even heard what we said.

Ruined my whole mood. Almost resorted to changing schools.
Mr. James was so nice =] I love my Form Teacher lmao.
Ain't gonna change cos i love you 4S2 people :D!

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Sick.
Emotionally unstable.
But mentally stable lorr.

Derno why but i love Add Maths. Even though i suck at it. Lol.

Bought a freakin' big-ass bread. Lmao just like Ling's. She kena suan till so bad last time...so i ain't gonna bring to school =p!

My dream shoes. One day, i shall possess those shoes.
Therefore, one day, i shall be tall. Lmaooo.
If that day comes, it'll be the day i fall, break my neck and die painfully.
No thanks, people. Living short is better than dying tall xD

My middle name is now VAIN.
I am not les with Ling. We love hot guys. Lmao
Breaking Dawn's here!! :DD

2008-08-02T18:00:00.005+08:00

Totally busy. ~~Exams.~~ LAZY TO BLOG!
Reviving my blog~ Like...CPR lol.

Exams around the corner. Time is running out. Lmao that song is played on Hitz sometimes =p Went to study at school with Kath and Wendy. I deduce...

~ I am gonna fail my Accounts.
~ I am gonna get lousy grades in Math.
~ I am gonna fail Add Maths, for sure.
~ My Chem is gonna stay a 6C.
~ My Phys will drop.
~ My Bio is gonna drop.

But the good news is.

~ I am gonna get an A in English.

Lmao. I am so screwed.

Okay la, i am trying to study. Accounts i will try not to fail. Phys and History i am hoping mengekalkan. Others...aiya don't hope too much liao lol.

So soi, can't watch the Olympics OR go to Kuching Fest. Exams suck.

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Am addicted to wrapping books nowadays.

My newly wrapped books =)

Didn't online recently. Inbox flooded.

Yes. Multicolored roses. I think it's pretty =)...to some extent.
Roses are the age-old symbol of love or romance...bla.
That is so boring lorr. I remember discussing this topic before.
I said the most romantic thing is like a fifty dollar note. Lmaoooo.
Okay larr, a love note with a fifty dollar note slipped inside xD

Ling said she wants her 定情信物 to be a SPANA. No idea what the real spelling is. She say it's romantic lmaaooo. So any admirers of Ling, please buy her a spana...she will love you for it. *wink wink*

Haven't got all of the dinner pics yet =.=
Probably will not blog until exams are over.
Breaking Dawn's out, Kath asked her mom who's gone to Kl to help me look out for
Twilight =]

2008-07-23T20:47:00.007+08:00

First things first, i got my number back =) Yeah went to a DiGi Center on Tues right after Accounts extra class.
Too tired to go swimming with you guys liao lorr =p
Point is, got my number back. Powerpack! Somebody jealous horr. Lolx..
But using my eldest bro's old lousy phone...at least can SMS la lol.

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Today's the last day i have duty at the front gate with Daph. Gosh i feel so emo now. Can't believe it's never gonna be the same again. I miss Pei Ting =\ Today was less fun without those other crazy Form5 AJKs =[

Gonna miss my front gate buddies too. We're changing Groups and AJKs next week. Found out im gonna be in Feli's group. Not very excited at first..but then she promised me stuff XD

I have Wednesdays and Fridays off! No more Canteen duty =) Wooo..Ling was pissed cos her group has only one day off :D
Karen + Jason's and Aaron + YiWon's group are the only ones with 4 days of duty. Wakaka. Gonna change in 2 months though. Crossing fingers that it's not my group =)

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Was asked to do a brochure thingy. Thank god for Microsoft Office Publisher. Was given a pendrive because they said the info i needed was inside. Later found out she deleted the stuff i needed...lol?

BUT! It was full of pictures and stuff lorr... And being the nosy creep that i am, couldn't help looking through the stuff. Waiseh, found lotsa stuff. Like Teacher's day pics, Magazine pics, bla bla...

Couldn't resist copying some pics. Hope she doesn't mind lol. There was a funny candid shot of Ling on Teacher's Day...when she was giving the paper roses to the teachers. A couple of Ling's Form 3 'shuai ge'...saved to tease her of course xD And some gaaaaayy pics of PZS posing gayly. Everything he does is gay lah lmao.

Another thing. I look fierce when i don't smile...? O.o
This morning, Mr. James called me to the front.
They said i looked like he owed me a hundred million bucks.
Wtf i was tired. That was my serious face lorr.

So guys, if you think im siong-ing you or what...im not lo!
Either im tired, moody, or in serious mode. lmao

Anddd, found out many more people are scared of me than i am aware of. Surprising horr =) Kinda happy...haha.

My English sucks. Im telling you guys cos it'll make Ling extremely happy reading this.
My definition of judges: go there say people one.
LMAO. I forgot marr. Cut me some slack la=p

I thought it's over...
Why is it coming back around?

2008-07-21T22:03:00.006+08:00

I am putting all my other posts which are in drafts, blogger.com or otherwise on halt.
Why? BECAUSE I AM FREAKIN' PISSED.

Yes pissed. If you hate vulgarities, skip this post laa. Because it'll be 99% profanities and 1% important stuff. Which probably isn't important anyways.

I'll get the 'important' stuff outta the way first.
I LOST MY FREAKING SHIT ASS PHONE.
WTF! Went for the Prefect Dinner at Penview.
And fucking shit, i put my phone on the table.
It was okay lerr, until everyone went to the front. To watch Limbo.
I CAN'T BELIEVE I LOST MY PHONE BECAUSE OF LIMBO!
And i didn't even get to play wtf.
Lost my number also. That's the worst part.
My number is a POWERPACK number.
You got money also can't buy one lorr!
Laugh-.-! Mati-lah. Second thing i lost in 3 months.

My bro found out by reading while i typed this post.
Wtf the world is twisted. Life sucks.
I am not happy and will never try to appreciate my life ever again.
For that freaking homo who took my phone. Fuck you la.
Hope your balls or boobs but preferably both...rot, fall down and are eaten by ants.
You and everyone you remotely like should be dismembered,
impaled on satay sticks and each part fed to different animals and insects.
Wtf i'd do that myself if i knew who you are.

Anyways, the dinner was fun. Will blog bout it when i am happier.
Which is possibly never.
Had Bio Diagnostic Test today. Crazily busy.
Staying with Kath and Wendy in class during Assembly. Peace!
Going to stay back for Accounts Extra Class.
Haven't started revising...6th Aug. Tons of overdue homework.
Feeling weirdly numb. Aching.
Find me my cheerful self back...

Life Nowadays

2008-07-19T22:38:00.000+08:00

Life Nowadays

Been such a long time since i've written any personal stuff here. I wanna Wretch =\...but CHINESE! Grr.

Everyone's been sick these couple days, first Kath...then Ling and now Wendy too. Was actually. Now only Kath lol. Girly Kath =) Gloom + Doom.

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I am severely disappointed in a person.
You guys probably know.
The gal has some serious issues. The previously idolize guy..?
Previously idolized. Now blind, crazy and mentally challenged.
Nobody'd better tell me he has reasons-.-

Poor Aaron. Lmao. That's all i've been saying tonight =p
He is so kelian laaa.
Hope that Mei Huey is in your group, says Wendy. Lol!
But i wanna be in Daph's group ;D

Prefect dinner on Sunday! Looking forward to it =)
Going with Wendy. Woo~
Suddenly feel blessed that im not an AJK.
Actually, just feel blessed all of a sudden. About lotsa stuff.
I have a good life. Must start to appreciate it lol.
My English is rotten now. Help.

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~~Went~~ Forced into taking part in the Science and Maths quiz thingy.
Am very happy cos i got poor Aaron to pay for my lunch xD
~~Less pressies for _ _ _ _?~~
Never mind la, Karen says he's rich lol.

Sucked in Maths. Jotted down some questions to ask Irene jie on Monday.
Yes, i am that pathetic. lol
Science was better lah. Just got probs with the Chemical Equations.
Iodine crystals are so pretty! =)

Some experiments were very swt lah. Like the egg one.
Like, nothing happened eh. So weird.
Anyways got some chemical thingy on my wrist. I think.
Became itchy so i scratched it. Then it became an ugly blotchy red.
The area of itchiness also became larger. Ugh.

Yeah very icky i know. Haha. But my only picture for now. Gonna post Prefect Group Photos sometime soon. Which means when i get the pictures myself =)

Am hungry. Cannot eat. Huey is sad =\

Furry Problems

2008-07-11T23:09:00.002+08:00

Furry Problems

I am seriously disgusted right now. By how merciless, cruel, and cold-hearted some of us human beings can get. How unfeeling is your heart?

Pledge to go fur-free at PETA.org.

Take a look into the world of Fur Farms in China. The animals are kept under severe conditions...subjected to rough handling and then slaughtered mercilessly. How hardhearted can these people get?

Still remember the days when i used to envy all those elegant-looking women wearing fur coats...and waiting for my chance to wear them. The color, texture of fur...irresistibly tempting. How i used to wish i own one.

But now, how could i? After watching...i won't be able to look at fur the same ever again. And now, if you think you feel sick, how are the animals feeling? Being repeatedly beaten, crushed and stomped then skinned alive.

The skinned raccoon didn't even look like a raccoon anymore. The impossibly skeletal leg of the wolf, bears as a testament to the treatment it received. Imagine, hundreds of those beautiful animals being repeatedly tortured like that...how could they?

Those people shouldn't even be called humans. Cruel and pitiless, how would they like it if it was them in place of the animals? ~~The crazy people fighting for animal rights...don't seem so crazy anymore.~~

2008-07-10T22:20:00.009+08:00

Okayy this is a kind of filler thing. Didn't post it earlier cos i was ~~lazy~~ busy =)

Kathleen Hong got lens. Lmao i told her LEN cos she only got one.
For her cacat eye. But Dadi said NO SUCH THING!
Fineeee. I still think len sounds funny though.
She looks so pissed when i say it xD!

About my horrifying contact lens experience...i guess i'll skip. Don't wanna scare any kiddies out there lol. But thinking back, im pretty scared of my own carelessness. I could've poked my eye out! Almost did =p

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One late night after blogging. Went to look for food in the fridge. Found an unknown plastic bag.

Wonder what's inside huh?

Haha! Yea i was kinda bored. Got these from my beloved Irene jie. Her parents are just back from England. I especially love the Truffe! I hate the Milk Choc Turkish Delight. Wtf rose-flavored. Love Marks & Spencer's :D

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Went to Boulevard a couple days ago. Changed quite a bit since my last visit there. There was this promotion thingy.

Game thing.

Depends on the slot your ball falls into, you get a prize. My dad threw the ball. The red X indicates the place where were the ball to fall into, the 1st prize would be mine. Sadly, a malay woman got it. Our ball was just inches from it! Boooohoo. Life's never fair.

That was all i got. Pretty sad huh? The Chlorella Cereal is nice though. Try it! =p

2008-07-06T13:52:00.002+08:00

Okay, im lazy to post something long with pretty pics.
So i compromise by writing this ~~meaningless~~ short post.

Surfed blogs, again. Saw this blog/website test thingy. Decided to try it out.
Confident i'll get a very good score...since im such a nice polite gal =)

Andd...

Around 10.7% of the pages on your website contain cussing.
This is 7% MORE than other websites who took this test.

Lmao. What la. It's so not true. To further prove this, i give you...

Around 0% of the pages on your website contain cussing.
This is 100% LESS than other websites who took this test.

WTF!!
That's not a profanity! Stands for What The Fruit.
Yeah riiight. Anyways, that proves my point.
That's Kath's blog. It's ~~damn~~ CLEAN. IMPOSSIBLE.
That site hates me =\

2008-07-04T23:50:00.001+08:00

Hey. You know what. I just remembered.

Guess what day today is. Fourth of July lol.
Been away so long that i forgot.
Remembered 'cos i surfed other blogs and saw their posts.

~~Nostalgia.~~
The vividest memory of this date.
Was on the highway. Back ~~home~~ to Katy.
Stopped midway and parked.
To watch Fireworks lol.
The only thing i remember bout Independence Day.

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Yep. Im very wuliao now. Too much stuff to blog. Too little time.

Chocs and Boulevard

Kath's LEN. Only one Contact Len.

My lens experience. Horrifying. Shows the true me. lol

MBKS again. That's the future =)

I will catch up on that. To the best of my ability =)

Conflicting emotions...
Am never to speak openly again?

2008-07-04T23:38:00.005+08:00

Recently, i couldn't online. Only during weekends =\
Kath's so right. My blog missed lotsa stuff.
Hers is more complete. lol
Anyways, im trying my best laaa. Dun hiam.
A lot of stuff occupying my mind now so...be understanding =p

July 03, Thurs.

The last two periods (Phys) Ling and i ~~bunked~~, as Kath wrote in her blog. I got reason la okaaayy. I had a bloody surprise, if you catch my drift. I refused to go home so i called my dad to get me what i needed from home. We waited in the Hall. Ling had to copy her Maths standing in front of those kiddies xD Yeah im mean...i made her do it =)

I asked my dad to get me my lunch too. So i didn't have to buy my own lunch lol. Ling got her dad to get her hers too. Hers was all veggies. Eww disgusting. Crazy weirdo. Mr. Eng saw us though. He was up there with his rotan O.O

Later, Wendy and Kath came to find us. They wanted cup noodles. We walked all the way to 7 eleven. I was hungry still and Ling was forced to go lol. Kath got Tom Yam, Wendy and i got Chicken.

Wendy being the Maggie dai yan ren, me looking unnatural with ice in my noodles.

What? The soup was hot! Putting ice in your cup noodles is not weird, regardless of what Kath says. Wendy looks so...masculine, haha. Dontcha think she looks like Crayon Shinchan with that pose? lol.

Ran all the way back to Bio Lab. Just to see a very disgusting scene. The dissection of a frog.

Poor froggie.

It was really sick. One was already sliced open. We could see the heart beating. The other one died before. Thinking bout it just makes me wanna barf. Once they even took away the chloroform (who told me chlorophyll huh?!) and we all backed away screaming.

Freaking shit i almost peed in my pants. Cheryl and Daphne still dared to try slicing the dead one. Cheryl couldn't slice the skin off for some reason. Then Eric came in and tried, refusing to put down his bag. Go home and pray la guys, sure got bao ying.

The worst thing was, the alive but unconscious frog did not get killed. They just threw it into a plastic bag. Should've killed it. It's freakin' torture arh. Imagine it's you there waking up and finding your own bloody intestines hanging outta you! *Shudders*

Aim: To investigate the energy value of various nuts.

This was our experiment. Definitely less gross by far. 20ml of water, burned a type of nut, then heated the water with the nut. It was pretty cool...until it stank like hell. The boiling tube was black with carbon or something. Wendy got her hands dirty while washing it.

Randomness

2008-06-28T21:29:00.009+08:00

Randomness

I just sorted through my phone pics. Found many that i meant to blog about but didn't. So this is a kind of random post. Zhap zhap one-.-

Starting from the furthest in the past.

Cous.

Looong time ago. Taekwondo trip to Permai. That's my cousin. His hair is like that cos we had station games, one gives 2 points to each braid you manage to make. His group was an all-guy group. He had the longest hair so.....lol.

My yellow belt =)

I finally got my yellow belt. Yays =] Wendy and her bro's still at white. LOL. Sorry la guys =\ Wait till next time lorr xD

Ling's marriage announcement :D

LOL she's so gonna kill me. Anyone wanna take a guess at who's the guy? Teck ____ changed his name =p

ADD ON: Forgot to mention i had my hair cut. Not much difference.

So much easier said than done.

Cultural Village Trip

2008-06-27T14:13:00.010+08:00

Im not gonna blog about Sports Day TWO. Or Koperasi Day either.
Cos i don't have enough pics for one, and i kinda forgot all the nicer parts.
So content yourself by reading those events in other people's blogs =]

Cultural Village Trip

The Saturday after Sports Day 4S2 went for a trip to Cultural Village. For Civics Folio thingy. Wendy and i slept on the bus. And while we were both so vulnerable, those awful people we call our classmates all took out their cameras and took pics of us. Embarrassing!

The bamboo bridge we decided to cross rather than taking the normal path.

Penan Hut.

We were doing the Penan for Folio. It was quite interesting actually. The guy was shaving long curly barks to make into a bunch. Decoration purposes?=\ Ling insisted on being in that pic =p

There was a guy standing in the back trying to cover himself with a cloth [he had tights on]. Ling told me he was waiting for me to take a pic of him changing. So i aimed the camera lens at him.....and he shouted at me-.-

Swings. Wheee~

We kept trying to kick the guys sitting on the benches. I managed to kick Yeong Huei's *toooooot* =] Not too hard of course. I took Wendy's shoe off while she was on the swing. Hilarious =) Wendy and i somehow managed to roll of the swing. They were all laughing at us =\

Having fun.

Ling was trying to imitate her 2004 self during our Primary 6 trip to Cultural Village. It's the same place eh! She just needed to get rid of her liu hai. Which she managed =)

Last but not least:

Joane.

Stuck on kazillion stickers contributed by everyone. She had no idea until the wind started blowing some off, making it seem like a whirlwind of blue. It's was funny =]

PhotoScape rocks. Downloaded it from a link in Cheryl's blog. Yay.

Sports Day ONE

2008-06-19T21:42:00.006+08:00

Sports Day ONE

Had a weird.~~happy~~.impossible dream last night.
All the important people were there. ~~I wished it was the future.~~

I was contented.
Dreams were enough.
I couldn't look away.
But im calm. And that's all that matters.
i think. =)

Today Edgar Tan Guo Wei PANGSEH me. I was running around doing everything alone =[ They said i looked like a Nanny. Bringing so many "children" gok. But i survived it. Your turn tomorrow, Edgar! Im gonna be free tomorrow!

Lunch was disastrous. Walked all the way to Crown Square for HK style food. Only mine was damned spicy. I hardly touched it. The tao kay was decent at least. Refunded my money =p Ate leftovers from Ling and Wendy's lunch. So kelian! -.-

I missed seeing some people running coz i was doing my duty.
Heard it was funny. Saw chicken XD I promised him a Moon Lolli.
He was so happy=.= He won lots la. Just like last year.
"Chicken climb tree" is an athlete >.<
Crossing my fingers.

~~I wanna know what you're thinking~~...

2008-06-18T21:27:00.006+08:00

Yay. I found New Moon! Wooo~ so darn happy. Waiting for my daddy to bring me go Spring to get it. But mana itu Twilight leh?
I wan Twilight!!!

Been so busy. Being a normal prefect is already killing me. Other people AJK summore. I've hardly been in class today. But i learned lotsa stuff. Syok :D Booohooo gonna have 2 whole days of duty under the sun. ~~No ponteng for me =[~~

Kinda like my both my AJKs now. Got to know another cool AJK. Exchanged lotsa gossip with various people =p Yeah gossiping is my hobby. LOL.

I wanna go out tomorrow! See if i can slip out or not. Planned to shop. Gonna break a tradition ar. My job is to bring the athletes safely to their positions at the right time. Jiaksai la. Should give them timetable and pangseh them there.

I want Twilight. Gimme it =[ Edward's jaw is square. Even Stephenie Meyer describes it so. Some prefer to say it's sexy. Square! lol. Im desperate for Breaking Dawn too. Kath your countdown timer looks faulty. So slow punya-.-

Gonna have fun with a rat tomorow...xDDD

Monday the 16th

2008-06-16T22:15:00.005+08:00

Monday the 16th

~~Nothing that special.~~

So today, got cheng-ed by my AJK. For talking during duty. She says it's my last warning-.- Like i care. Feli says wait till next year, we're all gonna give 'em back all the crap they're giving us now. Just you wait.

And then, seems like Feli and I are gonna spend lotsa time together. Not that im complaining lol. I really like talking random stuff to her. Feels just like the past. Now i wonder how i ever got mad at her once upon a looooong time ago =\

Other stuffs. Went to Green Heights Mall. It was kinda small but packed with people. They said the Maggie Mee and Mineral Water was like 10cents. But you had to go early.

My first Photoshop made banner thingy =p

Just took a couple of pics. There were people making Sushis on the spot, as well as fresh sausages and buns...but i was too busy to take anymore pics =p Saw quite a few people i haven't seen for a long time there.

On Sunday, i swear i went to every bookshop in Kuching. I can't find the Twilight OR New Moon! Wth you people. Vivian said there still was on Sat when she went. Unlucky me =[ Im only able to satisfy myself with the downloaded version of Eclipse. Booohoo.

Our class Tee is officially decided. We had some ~~arguments~~ with our Form teacher..but we won =p it's totally cool. Even Mami's got one. Can't wait to see it! =)

Btw go listen to Katy Perry - I Kissed A Girl.
The freakin' radio version is useless.
You can read more at Cheryl's blog. The original is awesome.
Just don't turn into lesbians you Malaysian girls,
or awesome songs like that'll be banned forever in Msia =\

Staring at Kath's countdown for Breaking Dawn....

2008-06-14T00:12:00.003+08:00

Yeah...haven't been blogging, what's new lol.

We've just finished our 2nd exams of the year. And bad news for me. ~~Failed my Add Maths.~~ I surprised my tuition teacher till she was laughing kinda hysterically. She felt compelled to take half an hour of Maths to teach us tips and tricks -.-

Then the week after the next we're gonna have Koperasi Day :D It's gonna be a busy day. Looking forward to it =)

Then we've somehow signed ourselves up willingly for a Folio thing that was not compulsory. Since when do we try to make our lives harder huh? Kath thought of it first...all her fault =p

Wendy, Ling and I in one group...Vivian, Kath and Daphne another. Ling is only there because her Malay's keng =p We're doing barang kawalan arr. Wendy and i went to check on some prices just now before tuition =)

Couple days ago in Chem Lab. So bored. We decided to scrawl on each others' hands. It's interesting if you're able read the words =p Anyone saw their name yet..?

We scrawled our names on the other person's hand! Si ai bin

Wendy's hand was more colorful. I used G1. Nice :D Wendy used C4-.- Prickly. Only one part of my hand is in red G1 ink. The red words lasted two days when all the black washed out already-.- Conclusion: G1 ink better than C4 ! lol~

Recently, reading Stephanie Meyer's books.
Finished Twilight. Finishing New Moon by tonight.
Yeah im so addicted. Kath kept giving me spoilers.
Edward's gonna DIE! Bella can't save him! Why doesn't she like Jacob?
He's hot arr. 108 or 109 Celsius =p A werewolf gok.
Ling u're so slow! Ah Ma Kuan de Snail!

And Dadi finally gave me the CS3 installation. No use la. Dunno how to use lol. Gonna bug Kath into teaching me. When she gets her com right. Teach me la, Edward!!

2008-06-08T22:05:00.004+08:00

Oh my gawwwwdd. Just now my blog was in a crap situation. All the posts disappeared and left a big blank with hearts falling! I still didn't know eh!!

It was like that for a couple of hours. Now i finally made it back to normal. Stupid HTML. I asked Kai to take some screenshots. Horrible terrible....and vegetable!

Blank punya!!

Gave me a stupid heart attack. Now it's back to normal =) I did something to my Links mar. I added some people and made it all center. So it made all my posts go to the bottom =\

Just back from dinner. Rushing to finish Section A of my Biology project. Im so gonna copy Section B tomorrow as well as Maths. We're gonna get back our test papers tomorrow! Omgosh kin tio lor.

Aaand Wei Lin a.k.a. Pigtail created a new blog lor. Fresh from the oven! LoL. Got post gok wor. Keng~ We all support you Pigtail! =p

Back to school mood...

2008-06-08T16:39:00.003+08:00

Hey you 4S2 students.
Yea you whatever.

Choice 1: Monkey.

Choice 2: Heart.

Im tired so i'll cut the crap.
Someone tried to ~~make our lives harder~~ be nice.
She created another front design for y'all to choose from.
I kinda like the 2nd one larr.
My dad says 1st one is cuter?
Im a good gal, i go with his choice =p

Doctor said he liked the pattern in the background for the Heart one?
I kinda agree eh. Maybe we could combine the two?
Hmm i already told that to drunk edward.
Who claims to be totally sober. Yeah right lol.

So you guys choose la. Im just posting it for fun.
Edward's puhuay bout her com. HAHA

2008-06-08T16:12:00.002+08:00

I deleted most of the past posts. Remember the days when i locked this blog?
Yeah all those posts are DELETED.

Today, went to The Heritage for lunch. It was a heavy lunch. And many of the dishes were kinda exotic. Well different la. Abnormal-.- No. Just special.

There were 9 people...including me. Whoopee~ it was SYOK. My whole family plus Irene jie's family *wink wink* We didn't go there just to eat lah. Got important business. My dad even brought a file containing a big piece of red cardboard and a pen.

They brought a d-cam and took pictures too. The waitress was like O_o when she saw my bro standing up to take a pic. Lol. Irene jie was so cuteeeee. Smiling and blushing =p

It's raining like mad.
I can't find the perfect pair of shoes
Im tired as hell. Didn't finish any homework.
My bio. My Bm. My Maths.

And we got dinner again tonight. The place's opposite of The Heritage. With the same people gok. Kinda sianx right? Whatever. I get to eat. Lol

~Ciao

In search of my perfect pair of shoes.
Where are yooouu.....

2008-06-07T00:49:00.004+08:00

I hate MSN. Damn laaaaarrr. It keeps going all white (not responding) the very second i press 'sign in'. I swear it hates me. So i keep signing in and out. It's not my fault okaayy!

THEN it lags there for about 10 minutes. After it finally signs in, it disconnects again after 5secs.
Either that or i remain online but im really not even online.
It just shows that im online. When im not. Jeez.
And nobody can send or receives any messages to and from me.
That's why i have been reduced to communicating by SMS.
And i was wondering why nobody find or reply me XD

Kath gave me a very good suggestion. I will poke it with a chopstick when i find the hole.
But it's a kind of virtual thingy in my com, right? Can't poke it without damaging my com.
And im not even sure i can poke. Unless maybe poking my screen? lol

And to top it up, my internet connect sucks ass. Yeah you heard me.
~~Maybe it was your ass??~~ *Ahem*
It lags like hell eh. Just because my bro's downloading stuffs.
Watch out people. HELL JUST CAME TO KUCHING. Well only my part of Kuching-.-

Now i can't even watch Xiaxue's newest Guide to Life.
About driving as i was informed, very hilarious. Life just hates me, right?
And her newest post makes me wanna be a waitress :3
Two more days to go for hols. One actually since it's Saturday now.
Sunday will be awesome. But Monday will be hell.
Gonna see all you Kuching High freaks i love so much on Monday bright and early.
Ima gonna so be cranky!!

Soz,enjoy your last of the hols larrr. Still got tons of projects ler.
But im happy, gonna see everyone and start being crazy again.
Kathleeeen is weird. She is know officially known as Edward. Lol!

Happy hols, y'all...

2008-06-06T13:22:00.007+08:00

Okay im feeling so much better. After last night i mean.
Ah whatever, just ignore my last ~~vulgar~~ post thing with all those words. lol

Hmm. I hate you all. For voting Edward Cullen. With the sexy jaws. lmao! Yeah you got it right, im pissed about that! I only love the two other people who voted for Ben. Whoever you are.

To all 4S2 students of 2008.
Here's the deal. Our class T design is out!

The front design.

Three cute monkeys! 'Caz we're all monkeys. It's sooo cute. There's something in the background too...if you look closer =)

Here's the back.

With all our names in two big feet. It's doesn't mean we're smelly though. Some lucky people got nicknames in eh. Like KathLyn and JJ. Unfortunately, im not one of them. But there's not much difference really...lol.

I, personally love it. What do you think? :D

Last three days of absolute freedom...

2008-06-05T23:42:00.002+08:00

Fcuk. Fuck. Fcuuuk. Damn it can't i just say fuck in my own blog?
It's been shitty these couple days.
I'm so damn sick of it. Fine, whatever you say.
Like i care a fuck.

Whatever you say, i do it my way.
Just don't rub your mud-covered ass to my face okaayy??!!
You can have your fun. But i get tired, i get sick.
Im not a nice sweet tempered gal i always force myself to be.
I hate it. I hate pretending.
But here's what i gotta say:

FUCK OFF Y'LL!!

Jeez, i feel so much better now...

2008-06-05T01:15:00.005+08:00

Yeah second post of the day. Go me. First of all, i wanna say....

I HATE YOOOH,, KATHLEEN HONG!!

Total hottie. xD

Yay Kathleeeen made a banner thingy of him. Wheeee~ Recently, Kath, Wendy and i are crazy 'bout British Hotties. Well, only 3 special ones =)

Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson) - Kathleen Hong's
Edmund Pevensie (Skandar Keynes) - Wendy Wong's
Prince Caspian (Benjamin Barnes) - Huey's ~~do not touch or i'll decapitate you.~~

She made 3 of Edward Cullen a.k.a. Robert Pattinson-.- Her love yeesh. Wait till i get my pendrive back. I'll make lots of Ben just because i can. Lol

Go to Kath's blog for more info about them. She took the trouble to find stuff bout them. Love her for it! Haha. There's a poll too. Go take it and remember to vote for Ben Barnes! :D

Okay lar he's a bit old for me. And too tall-.- Oh well who cares. Age is not a factor...!! Lol. And i'll wear 5 inch heels for him :p If i ever go London and am lucky enough to meet him =)

Click Here
And many celebs have the same ~~short~~ height as me okay!! Yeesh

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By the way, i remembered something, Happy Birthday! To the person who's birthday is today lol. If your birthday is today and you do not know me, then it's not for you =p

Okay lar, to Kyo who's birthday is today (or yesterday since it's past midnight), June 4th....a very Happy Birthday to you! I don't think you read my blog but hey, at least i can say i did something right? Haha.

Lalala~ Almost forgot it was your birthday eh, until you reminded Wendy and i =) Oh and Wendy said sorry for kacao-ing you like that. Im sorry for daring her to do that too haha. Bad surprise present? Lolx.

I now fulfilled my promise to apologize on behalf of Wendy, it's up to you to read it :p

Life's good....

And i actually love Kath lol....

Spring-ing!

2008-06-04T23:37:00.015+08:00

Spring-ing!

Went ta Ling's house for project. Yeah right. We went ta tHe Spring. Wheee~ my mom found out in the end though. Don't know how she did it.

First we went to MANGO because what i wanted was to buy a dress. Ling was gonna help her mom buy shirts too. But couldn't find colors she liked, so we scrammed.

I don't really remember the sequence but we went to lotsa shops. Many were clothes shops such as D&D, Padini, Friends Boutique etcetera etcetera. I tried out a couple of dresses but didn't suit me laaaaa haha.

Wrinkly pants.

There was this boutique, forgot the name, cool man. I saw the above pants. Omg so jiao! Made me think of dadi...haha!

We passed MPH. I wanted to go in ler. But in the end we didn't have time. *sobs* There was a cardboard cut-out of The Astronaut Guy. Ling said she saw a poster of Narnia few days ago. Awww..!! I'd seriously snatch the poster if i saw it lol.

Narnia books! I wanna!

I saw 'em in the window. Aww want them so much! I got The Lion, the Witch and Wardrobe and Prince Caspian already. I need the other five! My birthday's on..*wink wink* haha

We ran 'round the first floor too. Went into Roxy---Kath's favorite lol. I browsed through the shorts, pretty but expensive leh. I can only look, don't even dare touch leh! Okay la...got touch, never buy lol. Besides those, we saw pig skin shoes. They were wrapped in plastic...scare Muslim people touch-.-

Pig Skin Shoes

We ate Tokiwados and Kaya Balls for high tea. I even ordered donuts in chocolate. Not the Big Apple ones la...too many people. Beh tahan queue ler.

Then we did crazy stuff. We went into a shop selling disks. No Narnia :( but we went around laughing at the covers of movies and dramas. There was one that looked like... Okay looked like two people we know who we've paired up ourselves without their knowing! Yuyu+ Bubu!! xD

And we went into all the electronics shop(?). Those that sold MP3s, pendrives, cameras and such. Saw a family portrait of Bubu!! Omg it looked like it. Just didn't dare risk a picture =)

Then we had lunch. Actually only i had lunch. Went into Food & Tea. Reminds me of our Primary 6 Gathering this year...cos we had dinner there too^^ The wait was scary, Ling kept scaring me saying Yuyu or Papaya or Gas Tang's gonna chiong in any minute. Jeez la u!

Sat at Table 1. Kiasu meh? lol

My beef noodles i ordered. Yumms!

My strawberry dessert =)

Ling's Black Beauty. Suits her =p

All in all it was a great day. Ling went to buy milk before going home. Yeah she's pregnant, Gas Tang's. LOL! *hides before Ling assasinates me* Haha. My parents found out but they didn't scold me. Yays!

Regina Spektor - The Call

2008-06-01T23:00:00.006+08:00

Okay i just finished watching Narnia: Prince Caspian for the second time. And i still love it like hell.

For all of you who watched, remember the last part? That touching moment where Susan kissed Caspian...? It gives me tingles just remembering :3

If your memory serves you well, there was a song for that part. Gosh it was beautiful and fitted exactly. It was a bittersweet moment. I took pains to find the name of that song.

Regina Spektor - The Call

Go download it! It's so niceeeee. I <3 it totally.

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
'till it was a battle cry

I'll come back..
When you call me
No need to say good bye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before

All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back when its over
No need to say good bye
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say good bye.

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stonger and stonger
'til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

I'll come back, when you call me...

Narnia: Prince Caspian

2008-06-01T16:46:00.012+08:00

Narnia: Prince Caspian

Just watched Narnia: Prince Caspian last night. I am totally and utterly in love with the cast.

The movie was amazing! Granted there were some deviations from the actual plot of the story in the book, but it made it all the more exciting. Got confused at some points, but it was on the whole, A-M-A-Z-I-N-G.

Best poster pic of Ben Barnes portraying Prince Caspian

A nice scene from the movie.

Prince Caspian, looking utterly hot in his armor. Flanked by Narnians.

Hot right? I now take back my words on not liking sweet gentlemanly Brits. I repent...lol. Brits have sexy accents =p All of them i mean. I like the way Peter says 'Cair Paravel'. It sounds nice!

High King Peter, The Magnificent a.k.a. William Moseley =)

Edmund (Skandar Keynes). Wendy luuurves him.

In real life.

And here's an interview with Ben Barnes....Click here :D

Wonderful scenes. Wonderful costumes. Wonderful plot. You just can't miss it. Excuse me while i go watch it again =)

Astronauts Waste Time (and money)

2008-05-28T21:17:00.008+08:00

Astronauts Waste Time (and money)

Okay it wasn't fun. At all.

Dadi didn't go for some reason. Kath didn't wanna go. Ling was a lazy pig. I skipped Phys cos Wendy forced me to go=) Replacing it tomorrow-.-

First of all, Stadium Perpaduan was big. I didn't even know there was such a place in Kuching. Not that i remember where it is now.

Top view, 'caz i was bored.

The view. People mountain people sea. Taken during Negaraku =p

The first few hours was taken up by a couple of people giving speeches. Boriiing. Then the guy stood up and everyone was like rushing up to take pictures of him. We remained boringly seated watching the rabid fans surround him trying to steal his astronaut suit.

He showed us vids of him in ISS. Eating peanut butter and biscuits. Drinking a drop of floating water. Sleeping. Wow it was SO entertaining...not. Someone shoot me. He just kept talking and repeating terapung-apung. Yeah yeah, we get it, you were floating...big deal.

I bought stuffs from the stalls near the entrance. One creepy old guy said my name. Ewww but he said it right. He was icky. That's why i hate wearing school uniforms...the stupid tag screaming out your name, jeez.

Okay no more bout that. I wanna watch NARNIA! Like as in, Prince Caspian. Gosh i bought the book, but hell i wanna see the movie. C'mon peoples, jio me out see! Ben Barnes is shuai =p

See? He is! lol

Prince Caspian: Him talking :D

2008-05-27T23:21:00.003+08:00

Holidays are boring!!

You know, when it's school term, you whine n grumble about how life sucks? How everything seems to go at such a fast pace? Well, during hols, things go a such a slow snail pace. i wanna scream already! And i don't think you wanna see a pic of me screaming, right?

Went jogging with Daddy before dinner. Daddy, not dadi. Lol. The air was fresh and so invigorating! Gosh i haven't been outdoors for a long time. Except there's this part where the sewers smell like rotten shit. Even though shit cant possibly be rotten...i think.

Tomorrow Gigantic Rabbit and I are gonna go school for the Astronaut Trip Thingy. Okay i do not know what it's about. Just that we're gonna hear Dr. SMS talking bout his experiences in space by burning our country's money! ~~Which is money from us taxpayers.~~ Oh well, blog about it after maybe. I'll try not to strangle him when i see him.

Oh well, what i want is my pendrive back!
Wheeee~ gonna get photoshop installation thanks to yours truly, DADI!
Woots~ and a couple of photos too. That is, if he's going tomorrow.

And, this Saturday we're going Permai! Wooo...fun. Too bad none of the other Jiaos are going. Aww...im gonna be so lonely. T.T

We haven't had our Koperasi Day stall meeting yet. Vivi's gotten colored braces. I wan them! And holidays are booooooriiing!

THE END

Teacher's Day

2008-05-25T22:33:00.005+08:00

Teacher's Day

Two days ago it was Teacher's Day.

All prefects (including me, Wendy, Ling) had to fulfill our prefect duties by first, arriving at 6.30 in the morning! Yep morning. It was all dark and stuff. Scary!!

After we met up, everyone having the same facial expression (which was groggy), we walked around trying to look busy. To escape extra work from AJKs ma! lol.

Then Wendy pulled out the card she bought a couple days ago at Popular. There was cool looking bear on the cover. Inside were like little boxes next to nice adjectives like 'nice', 'cool', 'funny' etc. We ticked 'em all. There was also a blank space for us to write whatever we want.

We put tidak sederhana. LoL!
And we wrote it was from Da' Jiao Family on the envelope.
We all signed (except for Kath who's signature was forged).
He was soooooooo touched =p

Anyways, the rest of the day was spent by trying to get out of whatever work we had to do, running around and talking. The performances for Teacher's day was pretty cool.

Malay dance. It was uhh....indescribable lol.

Breakdancing--damn cool. An exciting performance by our Form 4 guys.

Modern dance. It was quite nice. But a lot of people were tired from watching (not to mention screaming at) the exciting breakdancing.

Jimmy having a go. The audience was clapping non-stop. Too bad there was some problem with the music which kinda ruined it a bit.

A band (The Atomic Boys?) singing '7 Minutes In Heaven' by Fall Out Boy. That performance really got the audience screaming. Really good job!

Then Wendy and I got ditched. Jeez they went to Parkson 'cause their duty's over. We still have Station Games for the teachers.

Station 5. Our station. Drawn by me =p

Given 10 nails, you are required to place all 10 nails on top of a nail which is nailed to a board. Sound impossible? It's isn't! But im not gonna say how. Figure it out yourself :P

We didn't go and watch Narnia: Prince Caspian. Boy, that sucks. All i did was walk around the damned golden triangle with Ling. And i only had 2hours of sleep before i had to go to Chem tui ><"!

The price for liu-ing is heavy...

Last Day

2008-05-22T22:41:00.007+08:00

Last Day

Wheeee~ Exams are finally over! I feel the breath i've been holding these past two weeks finally released.

Today no one was in the mood to study. Everyone was chit-chatting and laughing like mad, ignoring Papaya's requests (more like demands) for absolute silence.

But i regretted doing that and not revising Civics (just a teeny weeny bit) because it was Hell. I've never taken such a hard Civics exam in my 3 whole years of taking Civics exams. It was full of akta-aktas and what peranan of whatever badan. Maths was better though...=)

All prefects had to stay back today. Preparation for tomorrow Teacher's Day. Attendance is compulsory for all prefects. Mr. James liked this idea, so he decided to make it compulsory for us 4S2 students too...YAY (smell the sarcasm)

A couple of random stuff...

The Prefect Room is very dirty and cluttered. Thought prefects should be neat and tidy...? Yeah right, dream on.

It's harder to find one guy in Kuching High than catching Wendy doing something non-embarrassing, which i assure you...is extremely hard.

Using Crepe paper to make roses are pretty! But i wonder why they add red pens on the stalks of the roses..

Tomorrow....

Wake : 5.30am
Reach school : Before 6.30am
Movies :12.00pm (hopefully~)
Lunch : After Movies
Back Home : Before 4.00pm lol

Life's as boring as ever...

2008-05-19T13:53:00.005+08:00

Wheee~ last week of exams. And yet, im still procrastinating. *Bangs myself on the head* Psh whatever. That's just me.

I put "I don't wanna be me." in my MSN nick. Someone asked me bout it. Here's wad happened:

Friend: who do u wanna be den?
Me: Huh?
Friend: u say u dun wanna be u.
Me: o.O
*a minute of silence*
Friend: nvm.

Wow, im so proud of showing you guys one of my most intelligent conversations ever. Actually, i didn't know what to answer...and i suspected the person wasn't herself. Lol. You know who you are *winks*

Now...thinking of exams and promises and all that, im gonna say something i'd nvr thought i'd ever say.

~~I wish to be one of those kiasu ppl! Studying everyday, no TV shows, no internet...having as much a life as a cow.~~

*No offense intended to cows and their grass-eating relatives.

Wesak Day!

Reminds me of studying...don't ask me why! lol. Was supposed to go to Kath's house. But then Wendy said im supposed to go her house. So i got confused but it didn't matter as it was almost 12 noon anyways. She's out with her family.

Kath's forgot about it all lol. So im guessing im not going anymore haha. Half an hour more to go den i'll have to go bai bai. Hmm that reminds me, we went to the temple yesterday too! To ask about stuff~! This should give u an idea....

Imagine her in this gorgeous dress! Not me laaa. Haha pretty right? Love the folds in the dress~ Maybe i'll get one like that for my wedding. Yeah riiiight...like 10 years later when dresses like that are out of date already lol.

I just made a new Nuffnang Poll. Do me a favor n take it!

I spent hours changing the color (among other stuff) from pink to orange to red to grey to black to yellow and finally settling for the original blue. Yea i know, what a waste of time. I want bright colors! But unfortunately all the bright colors are too bright, so im trying to be considerate and so chose an eye-friendly color.

(Any Nuffnanger who's ever made their own poll should know what i mean.)

Im kinda sick of my layout eh. Gonna find a new one after exams...if i remember.

2008-05-15T23:31:00.006+08:00

Today we had Chemistry exams.

Omfg it was pure torture! wtf which teacher came up with those questions...?! How in hell were we supposed to know the chemicals used to dry hydrogen, decipher the funny picture thingies i've only seen once in BIO. And what's the damned color of a whatever Co and Cr ion huh??!!

Blasted teacher. Blasted questions. On top of that i lost 10 marks already. Im gonna flunk it so badly i'll make a new record. Next to Chemistry in my report card, im gonna get -10 -.- *Takes a deep breath* Okay hyperventilation completed. Hah i didn't faint...yet.

This afternoon i got a SMS saying by tonight at 11pm there's gonna be a radiation thing so we must switch off our phones, computers and etcetera. This was what it said :

Please switch off all your hand phones, laptops, and computers by 11pm tonite. According to Metro. A large wave of radiation will be released. Please forward.

It's 11.48pm now. My computer, my bros' laptops and all our hand phones haven't gone KABOOM yet. Maybe it's a new evil plan formulated by the government to save energy. If anyone gets this message tomorrow, be stupid and turn off your phones and computers like just now, do it the day after that too...and again after that lol.

Exam's not over yet! We're having Bm 2 and BI 1 tomorrow. *Crosses fingers* Good luck to all ^^

Jordan Knight ft. Deborah Gibson - Say Goodbye

2008-05-10T22:38:00.009+08:00

I wasn't planning on blogging, really i swear! Just that i was sorting out my mp3s.
Guess what? Omgomgomg!
I just found a song Kath sent me some time ago.

Jordan Knight ft. Deborah Gibson - Say Goodbye

Yeah it's an old song. But i love it.
It teman-ed me throughout all of last year end, okay? I got feelings for it lmao.

When it all turns dark,
When people told me they don't care a fuck,
I listened and swallowed it all in,

And i just didn't dare to dream. not anymore.

You don't wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try

If you didn't listen to your heart inside
then it really doesn't matter what was on your mind

I especially loved these lines. I felt happy though they were symbolically sad in essence.
The memories they stir...i refuse to delve into that abyss again.
How everything changes.

Taggy taggy~

2008-05-08T22:13:00.009+08:00

Taggy taggy~

Monday, May 5, 2008

Got tagged by Vivian and KathLyn.

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Realised i got tagged by Vivian and KathLyn.

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Answered the ~~damned~~ old unsimplified Chinese questions with minimal vomiting of blood. I congratulate myself.

Okay, im doing Kath's since i saw her tagged first, though in reality Vivi tagged me first.

游戲規則：被點到名字的要在自己的博客裏寫下自己的答案，然後去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題再补上一個你的問題，仍然組成20個問題，傳給其他10個人，列出其他10個需要回答問題的人的名字，還要到這10個人的博客裏留言通知對方----你被點名了，被點名者不得拒絕回答問題，完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福。這10個人要在自己的博客裏註明是從哪裏接到的，並且再傳給其他10個人，讓遊戲繼續下去，不得囘傳。被點到名字的人將會得到大家的祝福，並且所有美好的願望都會在不久的將來實現。

1. 如果你有特异功能，你会干什么？
Build my life to be what i want it to be.

2. 最满意你身体的哪一部分？
Err... i'd say eyes=)

3. 认为自己哪一个优点最讨人欢喜？
O.o my weirdness...? Or maybe that's what people hate the most about me lol.

4. 希望有个怎样的恋爱？
Hmms....fairytale xD

5. 你最想去哪个地方？
Anywhere, relaxing with my friends, for a long period of time.

6. 最受不了自己哪个缺点？
Saying things i shouldn't...at times.

7. 如果有不开心的事情，你会怎么办?
Cry or formulating evil plans in my head. What? It makes me feel better :D

8. 最害怕失去的东西？
Friends....and my good points i guess.

9. 现在最想做的事？
Finish with the freaking exams and get on with hols!

10. 若遇見喜歡的人，你會怎樣做？
Haha. Depends on the situation duh.

11. 说出点你名的人的3个优点。
Ehhh...i have to do this 2 times...?! Fine, for Kath: Emo, Hyperactive, Influential xD. Vivi: Cute, Pretty, Amusing. lols.

12. 你最希望你的另一半对你做的一件事？
Err... How about...love me forevermore? Not possible, but i still wish it xD

13. 在生命里，你觉得最困扰你的是什么？
Constant stress.

14. 你最讨厌怎样的人？
Double-faced. Don't ever talk shit behind my back and let me catch you.

15. 你最难过的事情?
Get ignored by whoever i deem as an important person in my life.

16. 你的梦中情人长什么样子？
Faces don't matter, it's the personality that counts =)

17. 你认为遇到什么样的事情才会令你觉得人性很黑暗？
No friends. No one that cares.

18. 如果能让你实现一个愿望，会是什么？
Have a perfect life.

19. 至今，你最遗憾的是什么？
Not cherishing what i have until it's gone. People, places and my old lifestyle...i miss you guys! T_T

20. 觉得人生最重要的事情是什么？
Nothing...? Live your life the way you want it, no regrets=) cos there's no definite important thing~

我点：-

Everyone on my Links who haven't been tagged.
Anyone else who wants to be tagged.
Those who read my blog regularly, GET A BLOG AND BE TAGGED. If you haven't already :)

2008-05-03T21:37:00.009+08:00

It's been a looooooong day.

Saturday. Gerko Day. But i didn't go. Cos i was lazy. So i slept in late. Then had brunch with parents outside as usual.

Then i went to school for my usual Taekwondo. Whoopee....! Im gonna be a yellow belter SOON. *Sticks tongue out* lol. While some people are gonna stay white belters :D Okay lar, i feel bad cos it's partly my fault=\

But no i don't feel bad. Cos that person got her revenge today. She kicked me during practice. I go a boo-boo. Luckily my cous had a plaster handy=) And someone keep chao2 me for some info on my cous. It was weird. Lol

NEXT----

Went to tHe Spring. Lol, that's how they type it in the newspapers~ Walked around. Went to Ta Kiong.

Doritos. I heart them :D

Taco shells! Omgosh

Omg omg omg...!! Doritos and tacos! *Drools uncontrollably* Okay, that's disgusting but i absolutely L-O-V-E them. I didn't know you could get them here. Awww reminds me so much of the US. Tacos are the best i tell you! Just that....my mom won't buy them for me :(

Tomorrow we SS sudents are having a last-minute-before-exams-seminar-thingy at MBKS Audi. There's gonna be only a half an hour break for lunch only. So my parents decided to let me bring stuff there for my lunch.

Many people huh? The line never ends.

Yep that's Big Apple Donuts and Coffee. It was my first time there=) People mountain people sea arh!! I bought half a dozen. My dad said 2 would be enough [which is true] but i didn't want to choose between all the delicious flavours.

Whoa. All the different flavours. Doughnut menu=)

The box.

The doughnuts i love to death.

If anyone wonders, yes i do love chocolate a lot. lolx. The only non-choc one is Say Cheese, which incidentally, is the only doughnut name i remember. It's covered with New Zealand cheese. Yumms!

Now the question is...which one to bring and which one not to? Hmms. Tough one.

Fishies

2008-05-02T00:00:00.008+08:00

Fishies

Okay i know i know, haven't updated. But im gonna cut the crap cos it's late and i've just decided to blog a bit.

Today is like....Labour's Day. Wheeeee~ aka Family Day [for me anyways. Red for Love~ xD]. Woke up very late. Got a few messages from wuliao people *ahem ahem* i don't think they're gonna message me anymore after reading this *cough cough* lols.

So my parents and i went for brunch. Late brunch too. Then we went wad Kampung Goelit (something like that lol) and looked for some fresh fishies. Yeap we found a lot, fresh from the fishing boats. They were icky, slimy and had that fish smell.

My mom bought some small squid, and fish called jana or something. Well, that's what my dad said. My mom cooked the squid and fish already so no pics. Sorries. Extras are in the fridge, don't make me go take them out!

While i was there i saw a humongous fish. Some buyers were weighing it so i got to see the weight. It was a whooping 11kg. Like ohmyfrickin'dearness that's HUGE. Too bad they were blocking it so i couldn't take any pics. It was bent in a C shape, so my dad said it's not fresh.

Okay i know, excuses. I do have one pic though. I took it quickly before they saw lol. I don't even know what it is.

Crab thingamabobs. Something like that :)

And i'd like to point something out: I can't find any fat people there. I looked up, looked around, looked into the drains, even into the murky water where many kids were swimming: no fat people! Which means....im the only fat person for miles. How depressing T.T

Friends

2008-04-24T22:18:00.002+08:00

Yep. Long time no post. Wasn't and still isn't in the mood for it but im gonna write something short anyways. Before i login to Cabal and am dead to the world=)

Friends....
Does it stop at a difference in gender?
Is it impossible with a variance in status? [and i don't mean wealth]

I'd like to think it is possible. I'd like to think it doesn't affect a friendship. and i'd like to think it doesn't always have to end that way.

This few years i've learned it is possible...and totally natural. I've learned to be me, stopped being awkward and all that crap.

Your thoughts: totally wrong. Your ways: done through your mistaken perceptions. It's not my fault, not my guilt to bear....so don't blame it on me. Think it over for yourself.

Thank you, for making it all awkward.
Thank you, for killing a few dozen brain cells of mine.
Thank you, for ruining my mood for a short part of today.
Most of all.....thank you, for ruining our friendships so royally. It won't be the same ever again.

And it's not worth it. At all.

What I Wanna Say

2008-04-15T22:03:00.011+08:00

What I Wanna Say

Im gonna so revert back to my style of expressing for this post. Bear with me=)

Sometimes, even the best of friends can get in a fight. Once upon a time, two individuals will stick with each other every scorching minute in the Malaysian heat. But such perfection never lasts...like what the poet says in Sonnet 18. Ok crap im bringing in Literature. Vote for me in Asian's Lamest Blog-.-

How come it seems like my social web is falling apart? Strand by strand. Ever since that incident, everything differed. I thought it couldn't affect me....how very wrong i was. Just because i sought to forgive rather than to despise; to put aside rather than to let it control me. Is what i do wrong? I feel like im being suffocated.

I don't know if what i do is right, i have no confidence that it'll make things any better.

But sometimes, im just too tired. Tired of being logical, thinking and planning my next move...considering their every move.

Sometimes, it's just me. You get what you see. That's all i ever wanna be.

I don't wanna live up to any expectations...i just wanna be me. Is that so hard to comprehend?

I don't care what im supposed to do, what im supposed to say. Can't i say what i wanna say? Are my feelings such a disgrace?

It doesn't really matter. What i feel, i have no shame in admitting. What i do, i will always bear responsibility.

Somethings just can't be said. But i try anyways. Secrets and Lies...aren't they more damaging?

When i apologize...i do mean it. I say what i gotta say, i do what i gotta do. At least i tried my best, at least i did something. No regrets. Ever.

It's my life. I live it my way.

Taekwondo Dilemmas

2008-04-13T23:18:00.012+08:00

Taekwondo Dilemmas

I forgot my belt. I like freakin' forgot my lousy useless worthless white belt. Yea i know it's plain and stupid and i don't even like it anyways BUT....i needed it. So i was like freaking out. Almost to the point of me pulling my hair out. But then thankfully, my cous borrowed one for me. Ah i do love him much=)

Worthless white belt being it's worthless self among my worthless stuffs

Then we had to wait till our names were called again cos we missed it the first time due to my belt crisis. The guy called me.... Ng Mei Hoon. Like wtf, dude, we waited so long LEH and you still dare insult me! I am not a plate of fried Rice Vermicelli. And yes i looked that term up-.-

This is what fried bee hoon looks like.
Warning: This is not me.

When it was our turn, i was unlucky enough to be in the front row. Damn you stupid guy that doesn't know how to pronounce my name properly. I think i did well...to a point. The last two moves which was something kicking and four direction one-or-another i totally froze. I kept doing it wrong so i got pissed and waited till they finished with my arms on my hips. Very da pai hor? *Hits self on the forehead*

After that was fine i guess. We had to wait, wait and more waiting. Because i was following Feli's car home. I took pics of Feli and Amy! Along with a loooong video of them "testing"! Muahahah. But im not sure i can post it here. Oh well. Wasn't clear anyways.

The signboard thingy that says "DBKU"

Blurry pic of Green Tips. Or whatever you call them. Can't see their green tips even. Tipu laaa. You guys are obviously Yellows. *Runs before getting slapped*

Oh and Wendy didn't go today. Told you to ask whether you're father knows the way. Told you to confirm earlier. Told you not to do things last minute. Haha i sound like my mother. My phone was in my bag when she called me. My dad said she called him too. Wtf dun hiao my dad la. Lol. My dad didn't know the way either. If not i go with Feli for what? Shiok?! So she didn't go, along with her bro.

Will she be mad at me?
Will she and her bro forfeit the money they paid for their belts?
Will they remain white belters forever?

Tune in next time for the answers and more xD

Phys and food

2008-04-09T15:30:00.012+08:00

Phys and food

Okay i changed the date of this post to the day it happened. I couldn't online that day so im posting it now. Hmm.

It's was Phys tuition at room 3. Ling had it with me as a replacement because she had dinner on Monday. So we talked and talked and yadda yadda. Actually, 70% of the words are coming out of her mouth, me ~~pretending to listen~~ listening to her avidly and not doing any work. lolx.

Then suddenly i saw this :

Our famous Phys tuition teacher going KAKI AYAM.

His shoes. And someone's red sleeve. Haha

He's so gonna kill me. We have CCTV marr... Let's hope he won't go counting the tables and find the exact position where i took the picture to find my identity and assassinate me. Lol *prays*

For supper i went to Jalan Song. Yummies. Kath: u always go jalan song for ur supper ha? Lol reminds me of that time Lyni saw me fall-.- Actually i tripped on the frickin' over-da-pian stairs cos i was SMSing. Unfortunate enough to be witnessed by someone *sobs* Nah it was memorable. Haha

My pork burger with cheese and egg.

Yummy dumplings. I prefer the meat ones to the veggie ones though

I wanna go on diet! I wanna stop eating fabulous high-calorie foods for supper! I dun wanna become a short AND fat person. But i can't....im gonna be a ball soon=\

Debates

2008-04-09T00:07:00.004+08:00

Debates

My friends and i stayed back after school to watch debate. We, of course, supported our class team...4S2=)

First speaker : Seth Chew the PM...lols
Second speaker : Datin Seri Cheryl Chu aka Deputy Minister
Third speaker : Datuk Kuok Kim Chern aka The Old Man

Btw, they're the government, supporting the fact that homework IS a burden to students. I say hell yeah! lol

After the formalities, our supposed Prime Minister started his speech. He was pretty nervous since he got a bit tongue-tied but i think his speech went well. i read a bit of their speech and it was so cool man. there was one point that said homework is actually considered child labour in some parts of the world. I wanna go live there.

Cheryl was best speaker and very very keng. Dadi was damn keng also. Both of them were great speakers and very zhen4 ding4 replying the POIs of the opposition. They have great minds. Pei Fu=) I actually love their jue4 zhao1 lols.

Sorry but you are taking too much of my time, please sit down.
KENG! The opposition can only bin ci ci and sit down. Lol!

We also went to watch 4S4 compete with 4T. We only heard the 2nd speaker of 4T and 3rd speaker of 4S4 speak but that was enough for us to conclude : 4T is being slaughtered. 4S4's 3rd speaker is so damn good. Even better than our class's DM and Datuk. Incidentally, she was best speaker. No surprises there.

We didn't have time to catch 4S1 and 4S5 compete. But it was okay. 4S5 won=) Woots! Good news everywhere lols. 4S2, 4S4, 4S5 to the next round! Wheeee~ wish you guys good luck on Thurs :D

Essays and Lunches

2008-04-08T20:46:00.010+08:00

Essays and Lunches

There was an essay-writing competition today. All four of us took up writing my plans for the future and made it sound so typically us.

Kath wrote it simple and concise about getting borangs, being kicked out of school and being sent to NZ. lolz.

Wendy wanted to further her studies, get a job, get a good man and die at the age of 70 'cos she's unhealthy. Like wtf? Where have i heard that before? Hmm.

I wrote about studying graphic design =) I also wanted to add "being an international blogger" lol. But, i ended my essay with "To Be Continued..." cos there wasn't enough time=\I put those in bullets in hope it would be easier to read. Considerate me xD

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Kath, Wendy and I skipped last period to buy our lunches. Cos Kath, Yun n i were gonna stay back to watch debate. We ran across two main roads full of traffic to reach our precious food. We ran even harder back. But as we got there...the back door was closed. We had to wait outside until it opened again=\

I ordered sweet and sour prawn rice. They gave me rice with some unidentified objects. The prawns still had their heads and legs intact and were cooked with flour. Which made them look big and icky. Dadi even asked me..."Eeee Mei Huey, wad is that?!" I think you can imagine the extent of the ickyness.

I want photoshop! Someone lend me the disk >_T

2008-04-06T23:00:00.009+08:00

Some of you might have noticed i haven't posted anything lately. *perasan* lolz. Okay, for all of you who did notice, i was couldn't touch the computer for months...okaaayy days. When i did, i was busy doing stuffs. what i did these few computer-less days:

Went Jimmy's house~ [Okay this was long ago. lols]

Went on a Trip! Post pics later maybe.

Skipped Taekwondo! [Not to mention countless classes]

Took pics of me and mom doing housework=) *inserts "pretend" somewhere* haha
Did the report for the pics. [Okay not me. It's was someone else=)]

Wrote a Resignation Letter... wtf

Thoughts for Sat.

Bravery - Being frightened of something, yet doing it anyways. Was almost there, yet couldn't touch the finish line. Total wuss. So sorry...to and for, myself.

I did Mami's Friend Test. It was HARD. Cos i really don't know him much haha. I got 40%...which was courtesy of pure luck and DaJiaoFam questions. Those were totally easy lols. Now i get why even Dadi din get that high a score. Kath really needs a medal. She got 80%. Insanity right there. Anyone wanna try their luck blind-clicking?

мami's ƒriendster ρrofile
TRY IT! haha

I also did this completely random test thingy. It was completely and utterly wrong. Okay only the front part. My thoughts now : Sorry; my feelings about life: Is it you? Lol. Sorry to the guys' names whom i mentioned in there. I laughed when i read the result...totally wrong lol

http://www.oicq88.com/88/love.html

If your result is as wrong as mine, please tell me. We'll sue them together. Lol