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Friends

Yep. Long time no post. Wasn't and still isn't in the mood for it but im gonna write something short anyways. Before i login to Cabal and am dead to the world=)

Friends....
Does it stop at a difference in gender?
Is it impossible with a variance in status? [and i don't mean wealth]

I'd like to think it is possible. I'd like to think it doesn't affect a friendship. and i'd like to think it doesn't always have to end that way.

This few years i've learned it is possible...and totally natural. I've learned to be me, stopped being awkward and all that crap.

Your thoughts: totally wrong. Your ways: done through your mistaken perceptions. It's not my fault, not my guilt to bear....so don't blame it on me. Think it over for yourself.

Thank you, for making it all awkward.
Thank you, for killing a few dozen brain cells of mine.
Thank you, for ruining my mood for a short part of today.
Most of all.....thank you, for ruining our friendships so royally. It won't be the same ever again.


And it's not worth it. At all.
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What I Wanna Say

What I Wanna Say

Im gonna so revert back to my style of expressing for this post. Bear with me=)

Sometimes, even the best of friends can get in a fight. Once upon a time, two individuals will stick with each other every scorching minute in the Malaysian heat. But such perfection never lasts...like what the poet says in Sonnet 18. Ok crap im bringing in Literature. Vote for me in Asian's Lamest Blog-.-

How come it seems like my social web is falling apart? Strand by strand. Ever since that incident, everything differed. I thought it couldn't affect me....how very wrong i was. Just because i sought to forgive rather than to despise; to put aside rather than to let it control me. Is what i do wrong? I feel like im being suffocated.



I don't know if what i do is right, i have no confidence that it'll make things any better.

But sometimes, im just too tired. Tired of being logical, thinking and planning my next move...considering their every move.

Sometimes, it's just me. You get what you see. That's all i ever wanna be.

I don't wanna live up to any expectations...i just wanna be me. Is that so hard to comprehend?

I don't care what im supposed to do, what im supposed to say. Can't i say what i wanna say? Are my feelings such a disgrace?

It doesn't really matter. What i feel, i have no shame in admitting. What i do, i will always bear responsibility.

Somethings just can't be said. But i try anyways. Secrets and Lies...aren't they more damaging?

When i apologize...i do mean it. I say what i gotta say, i do what i gotta do. At least i tried my best, at least i did something. No regrets. Ever.



It's my life. I live it my way.
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Taekwondo Dilemmas

Taekwondo Dilemmas

I forgot my belt. I like freakin' forgot my lousy useless worthless white belt. Yea i know it's plain and stupid and i don't even like it anyways BUT....i needed it. So i was like freaking out. Almost to the point of me pulling my hair out. But then thankfully, my cous borrowed one for me. Ah i do love him much=)


Worthless white belt being it's worthless self among my worthless stuffs

Then we had to wait till our names were called again cos we missed it the first time due to my belt crisis. The guy called me.... Ng Mei Hoon. Like wtf, dude, we waited so long LEH and you still dare insult me! I am not a plate of fried Rice Vermicelli. And yes i looked that term up-.-


This is what fried bee hoon looks like.
Warning: This is not me.


When it was our turn, i was unlucky enough to be in the front row. Damn you stupid guy that doesn't know how to pronounce my name properly. I think i did well...to a point. The last two moves which was something kicking and four direction one-or-another i totally froze. I kept doing it wrong so i got pissed and waited till they finished with my arms on my hips. Very da pai hor? *Hits self on the forehead*

After that was fine i guess. We had to wait, wait and more waiting. Because i was following Feli's car home. I took pics of Feli and Amy! Along with a loooong video of them "testing"! Muahahah. But im not sure i can post it here. Oh well. Wasn't clear anyways.

The signboard thingy that says "DBKU"


Blurry pic of Green Tips. Or whatever you call them. Can't see their green tips even. Tipu laaa. You guys are obviously Yellows. *Runs before getting slapped*


Oh and Wendy didn't go today. Told you to ask whether you're father knows the way. Told you to confirm earlier. Told you not to do things last minute. Haha i sound like my mother. My phone was in my bag when she called me. My dad said she called him too. Wtf dun hiao my dad la. Lol. My dad didn't know the way either. If not i go with Feli for what? Shiok?! So she didn't go, along with her bro.

Will she be mad at me?
Will she and her bro forfeit the money they paid for their belts?
Will they remain white belters forever?

Tune in next time for the answers and more xD
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Phys and food

Phys and food

Okay i changed the date of this post to the day it happened. I couldn't online that day so im posting it now. Hmm.

It's was Phys tuition at room 3. Ling had it with me as a replacement because she had dinner on Monday. So we talked and talked and yadda yadda. Actually, 70% of the words are coming out of her mouth, me pretending to listen listening to her avidly and not doing any work. lolx.

Then suddenly i saw this :

Our famous Phys tuition teacher going KAKI AYAM.


His shoes. And someone's red sleeve. Haha

He's so gonna kill me. We have CCTV marr... Let's hope he won't go counting the tables and find the exact position where i took the picture to find my identity and assassinate me. Lol *prays*

For supper i went to Jalan Song. Yummies. Kath: u always go jalan song for ur supper ha? Lol reminds me of that time Lyni saw me fall-.- Actually i tripped on the frickin' over-da-pian stairs cos i was SMSing. Unfortunate enough to be witnessed by someone *sobs* Nah it was memorable. Haha


My pork burger with cheese and egg.


Yummy dumplings. I prefer the meat ones to the veggie ones though

I wanna go on diet! I wanna stop eating fabulous high-calorie foods for supper! I dun wanna become a short AND fat person. But i can't....im gonna be a ball soon=\
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Debates

Debates


My friends and i stayed back after school to watch debate. We, of course, supported our class team...4S2=)

First speaker : Seth Chew the PM...lols
Second speaker : Datin Seri Cheryl Chu aka Deputy Minister
Third speaker : Datuk Kuok Kim Chern aka The Old Man

Btw, they're the government, supporting the fact that homework IS a burden to students. I say hell yeah! lol


After the formalities, our supposed Prime Minister started his speech. He was pretty nervous since he got a bit tongue-tied but i think his speech went well. i read a bit of their speech and it was so cool man. there was one point that said homework is actually considered child labour in some parts of the world. I wanna go live there.

Cheryl was best speaker and very very keng. Dadi was damn keng also. Both of them were great speakers and very zhen4 ding4 replying the POIs of the opposition. They have great minds. Pei Fu=) I actually love their jue4 zhao1 lols.

Sorry but you are taking too much of my time, please sit down.
KENG! The opposition can only bin ci ci and sit down. Lol!

We also went to watch 4S4 compete with 4T. We only heard the 2nd speaker of 4T and 3rd speaker of 4S4 speak but that was enough for us to conclude : 4T is being slaughtered. 4S4's 3rd speaker is so damn good. Even better than our class's DM and Datuk. Incidentally, she was best speaker. No surprises there.

We didn't have time to catch 4S1 and 4S5 compete. But it was okay. 4S5 won=) Woots! Good news everywhere lols. 4S2, 4S4, 4S5 to the next round! Wheeee~ wish you guys good luck on Thurs :D
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Essays and Lunches

Essays and Lunches

There was an essay-writing competition today. All four of us took up writing my plans for the future and made it sound so typically us.
  • Kath wrote it simple and concise about getting borangs, being kicked out of school and being sent to NZ. lolz.
  • Wendy wanted to further her studies, get a job, get a good man and die at the age of 70 'cos she's unhealthy. Like wtf? Where have i heard that before? Hmm.
  • I wrote about studying graphic design =) I also wanted to add "being an international blogger" lol. But, i ended my essay with "To Be Continued..." cos there wasn't enough time=\I put those in bullets in hope it would be easier to read. Considerate me xD


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Kath, Wendy and I skipped last period to buy our lunches. Cos Kath, Yun n i were gonna stay back to watch debate. We ran across two main roads full of traffic to reach our precious food. We ran even harder back. But as we got there...the back door was closed. We had to wait outside until it opened again=\

I ordered sweet and sour prawn rice. They gave me rice with some unidentified objects. The prawns still had their heads and legs intact and were cooked with flour. Which made them look big and icky. Dadi even asked me..."Eeee Mei Huey, wad is that?!" I think you can imagine the extent of the ickyness.


I want photoshop! Someone lend me the disk >_T
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Some of you might have noticed i haven't posted anything lately. *perasan* lolz. Okay, for all of you who did notice, i was couldn't touch the computer for months...okaaayy days. When i did, i was busy doing stuffs. what i did these few computer-less days:

  • Went Jimmy's house~ [Okay this was long ago. lols]
  • Went on a Trip! Post pics later maybe.
  • Skipped Taekwondo! [Not to mention countless classes]
  • Took pics of me and mom doing housework=) *inserts "pretend" somewhere* haha

  • Did the report for the pics. [Okay not me. It's was someone else=)]
  • Wrote a Resignation Letter... wtf


Thoughts for Sat.

Bravery - Being frightened of something, yet doing it anyways. Was almost there, yet couldn't touch the finish line. Total wuss. So sorry...to and for, myself.


I did Mami's Friend Test. It was HARD. Cos i really don't know him much haha. I got 40%...which was courtesy of pure luck and DaJiaoFam questions. Those were totally easy lols. Now i get why even Dadi din get that high a score. Kath really needs a medal. She got 80%. Insanity right there. Anyone wanna try their luck blind-clicking?

мami's ƒriendster ρrofile
TRY IT! haha

I also did this completely random test thingy. It was completely and utterly wrong. Okay only the front part. My thoughts now : Sorry; my feelings about life: Is it you? Lol. Sorry to the guys' names whom i mentioned in there. I laughed when i read the result...totally wrong lol

http://www.oicq88.com/88/love.html
If your result is as wrong as mine, please tell me. We'll sue them together. Lol
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