Apr
15
What I Wanna SayIm gonna so revert back to my style of expressing for this post. Bear with me=)
Sometimes, even the best of friends can get in a fight. Once upon a time, two individuals will stick with each other every scorching minute in the Malaysian heat. But such perfection never lasts...like what the poet says in Sonnet 18. Ok crap im bringing in Literature. Vote for me in Asian's Lamest Blog-.-
How come it seems like my social web is falling apart? Strand by strand. Ever since that incident, everything differed. I thought it couldn't affect me....how very wrong i was. Just because i sought to forgive rather than to despise; to put aside rather than to let it control me. Is what i do wrong? I feel like im being suffocated.
I don't know if what i do is right, i have no confidence that it'll make things any better.
But sometimes, im just too tired. Tired of being logical, thinking and planning my next move...considering their every move.
Sometimes, it's just me. You get what you see. That's all i ever wanna be.
I don't wanna live up to any expectations...i just wanna be me. Is that so hard to comprehend?
I don't care what im supposed to do, what im supposed to say. Can't i say what i wanna say? Are my feelings such a disgrace?
It doesn't really matter. What i feel, i have no shame in admitting. What i do, i will always bear responsibility.
Somethings just can't be said. But i try anyways. Secrets and Lies...aren't they more damaging?
When i apologize...i do mean it. I say what i gotta say, i do what i gotta do. At least i tried my best, at least i did something. No regrets. Ever.
But sometimes, im just too tired. Tired of being logical, thinking and planning my next move...considering their every move.
Sometimes, it's just me. You get what you see. That's all i ever wanna be.
I don't wanna live up to any expectations...i just wanna be me. Is that so hard to comprehend?
I don't care what im supposed to do, what im supposed to say. Can't i say what i wanna say? Are my feelings such a disgrace?
It doesn't really matter. What i feel, i have no shame in admitting. What i do, i will always bear responsibility.
Somethings just can't be said. But i try anyways. Secrets and Lies...aren't they more damaging?
When i apologize...i do mean it. I say what i gotta say, i do what i gotta do. At least i tried my best, at least i did something. No regrets. Ever.
It's my life. I live it my way.
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